What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[CraftyCath]

though I feel horrible for blabbering out all my dark thoughts on my husband and here.

Venting is good medicine Srain and I'm sure that by venting at your husband you never meant to hurt him, and I'm sure he knows this. That's the strange, magical property of love - we stand by those we love despite how it makes us feel.

I always tell my H that I'm just venting and I don't mean to hurt him so I can get it out and not feel too bad. When I see the pain in his eyes it isn't because I've hurt him it is because he loves me and hates to see me suffer - he wishes he could stop my pain and constantly worries about me.

Sometimes I don't share with him because I just feel he can;t take seeing me suffer so I'm selective. And that's where the forum is so good. We can share, not be judged and find understanding and support.

((((Srain)))) You are a beautiful lady and an encouragement to all. x

 

[intothelight]

Finally slept for a full night after so many weeks of not sleeping that I can't remember. Can't find the words for how I am feeling, but the anxiety isn't here today. Numb is as close as I can get to a description. Or maybe it is rested and I have forgotten what that feels like.

 

[KP the nut]

I'm feeling proud that whilst H was mowing the lawns, I did his usual community car journey and then took the dogs for a nice walk. It was very wet underfoot, but the dogs had a wonderful time, chasing one another through the high grass in the meadows. Watching them makes me feel so happy.

Mentally I'm still good - it is a great feeling and I wish I could share it with you.

 

[Chincho]

Today I feel like a nuisance. Somebody told me I was a nuisance yesterday and it stuck. That also makes me feel worthless.

 

[Deleted member 12723]

(((Srain))) I wish I had a magic wand I could wave and soothe the way for you. You are an amazing person. I so appreciate knowing you. You are better than you think you are and you are not as bad as you think you are. I really believe this. It is the truth.:)


I feel so much better today. I am glad I did all of that journaling yesterday, I got it out and things appear more manageable today. I do not have to make these decisions overnight. I can take my time, and not push myself before I am ready. I want to do this from a position of strength. I will continue to research it and learn as much as I can. I feel so much better. Thanks for all of the great support. It sure has helped me to feel so much better today.

 

[Red Feather]

Today I feel like a nuisance. Somebody told me I was a nuisance yesterday and it stuck. That also makes me feel worthless.

Chincho, what that person said is not true! You are not worthless!

 

[Red Feather]

I was really down all day and depressed. I couldnt get myself to do anything. Until I finally watched a good movie, and I am now going to go shopping for some food.

 

[Deleted member 6617]

Tired of being tired. There are things I want to do and I just don't have the energy to do them. Then I beat myself up about that and feel even worse. Just want to find my energy and stamina again.

 

[Froggie]

((((Chincho))))

 

[Froggie]

((((PH & Nadia))))

 

[Froggie]

((((Srain))))

 

[Bubba]

Tired of being tired. There are things I want to do and I just don't have the energy to do them. Then I beat myself up about that and feel even worse. Just want to find my energy and stamina again.

Right there with you! Couldn't have said it any better!!