What Made You Angry Today?

[Britt.f7]

Sorry Gizmo! ((((Hugs))))

I'm angry that my other sister doesn't understand my eating disorder, or takes into consideration what the nutritionist said about it. Instead she kept pushing the idea of protein shakes on me, eating 6 small meals a day, and watching some show called "Fat, Sick, and Nearly Dead" for "ideas". She doesn't get that I know what I need to do to lose weight. That I've been doing it for some time and my metabolism is really screwed up(but that is what the nutritionist and I are working on, plus finding exercises my medical condition can do).

It just makes me not want to eat(not a good idea) and feels me with more disgust in myself...helpless and near tears. Even though I know I am doing, or working on, all the right things. :(:mad:

 

[ms spock]

I am angry at companies and big business ripping off people.

 

[Deleted member 12723]

I am angry that my husband is giving me the silent treatment. It is an old habit with him. I am trying to ignore this gambit. I hope tommorow is a better day.

 

[safenow]

I'm angry at myself for overdoing last week

 

[girlshawn]

Hugs to everyone this week.

 

[safenow]

Just thinking about a bad man getting out of jail and coming back makes me mad. Just the fact that PTSD has now raised it's ugly head again, and my alters are all upset, because of our pain level making us know exactly what can happen to us if he does. I hate this so much.

 

[Deleted member 12723]

I am so angry at the dementia which is destroying my husband. More false accusations today. He said I told him that I would be going out at night while he is sleeping. He said I put something in my ice water that makes me slur my words. He told me he does not like me anymore and he wants to be placed in a home.

Thank goodness he has a doctor appointment today. I will see if he can be hospitalized today. I cannot take this anymore. I have gone as far as I can go. He is suicidal but he told me that he will not kill himself. I actually cried quite a bit. It takes alot to make me cry. I do not feel the anxiety because I cried I think and I am not stuffing my feelings. I really have gone as far as I can go and I need extra help. I hope my hospital insurance will give me some help.

He is convinced I went out last night and he is convinced I put something in my ice water. He said somebody came and picked me up. I do not have any friends to do that with. I think something has to give today. I sure hope they do not send me home with my husband today. I sure hope they put him in a hospital. If anyone prays, please pray that I get some kind of real help today. I cannot take it any longer and I would hate to be living like this. I need help. I am so angry at this disease.

 

[Britt.f7]

Consider it done Gizmo. I'm so sorry you and your family have to go through this. As always, hugs.

 

[Deleted member 12723]

Thanks Britt, I appreciate it alot. We still have some time before we go. He wants to talk about staying here now instead of going to the hospital.

 

[safenow]

Consider it done, gizmo. Don't forget to breathe, and get some fresh air. Shake your arms out, then shake your legs out. circle your feet before you put each one down on the ground. Then stomp your feet.

 

[ms spock]

I am angry at people who use people.

 

[girlshawn]

I am angry at my mom.
I'm mad she used drugs when she was pregnant with me.
I'm mad she smoked two packs a day.
I'm mad she ditched me when I needed her.
I'm mad that she had no self worth.
I'm mad that she couldn't see past her pride and get it together.
I'm mad she died.
I'm mad she emotional and physically abused me.

I can't be a grown up anymore. I need to that little kid that never got the love I needed.