I guess I'm feeling sort of generally down, blue and a bit anxious. Living with this no win addiction (ciggs), is reaking havoc in my life. Don't suspect, I'll get to feeling any better than this until I get these cigg's down again and keep them down. Feeling helpless and powerless and a great deal of fear, in relationship to specifically this.-(ciggs)
Outside of this I'm feeling somewhat discouraged with my workload, a bit too anxious about what I'd like to be able to do and accomplish, as well as, my pers. goals. Also, feel somewhat glad about life, hope and envisioning some more opportunities for life, as well as, service. So I figure now, I'm feeling mixed feelings today, .....both pleasant and unpleasant.
As for my addiction, I quit ciggs once before for 2 1/2 yrs., so I know it can be done. Why not, again?