What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[desiderata310]

Desperate.

 

[StarChild]

I feel very angry, and very desperate as well. For my fu**ing, chronic suppurative sinusitis, this nasty illness outplays once more my (double-dosed) Augmentin treatment. So yesterday, we had to change antibiotics again and double dosed them as well. And the severe pain this illness comes with, whilst on an acute state, makes me very, very angry. It's almost unbearable, even with painkillers.

 

[ms spock]

I have been coming in and out of being dissociated, derealised and depersonalized. It feels a bit scary.

 

[Britt.f7]

Started feeling a little down last night before going to bed and woke up with it hanging over me. I just want to feel "normal", and not my normal!

 

[StarChild]

I feel depressed and desperate and absolutely useless. :cry: The pain in my face is horrible. I try so hard not to vomit. Back to bed.

 

[Deleted member 12723]

I am feeling so good. Yesterday was so awesome with my family. They over whelmned me with all sorts of presents, a balloon, a bouquet of white roses, a beautiful plant with red flowers, a chocolate cake, a sketch book bound in leather and colored pencils. But most of all two beautiful journals for me to write to the girls. We even as a family each made beautiful moss gardens in containers. It was the best birthday ever.

Today, it is gloomy and cold. But it cannot drag me down.

I feel good because I am posting again and I spent along time online yesterday. I really missed everyone. It is nice to be back in the saddle again.

 

[DharmaGirl]

insurance company is dragging their feet.

@Lionheart777, have you called the insurance company. I waited 2 weeks for an MRI, and I called the insurance co. They were shocked that I was calling, but I was in so much pain I couldn't stand it. They called me back later that day with an approval. Ask to speak to the case manager in charge of your insurance. I used to be a case manager in a hospital.

It's almost unbearable, even with painkillers

Do you need IV antibiotics? This sounds a bit too much for you to suffer. Can you ask your doc?

 

[DharmaGirl]

Today I am feeling much better. I had a good therapy session, and kept myself out of a flashback. The sun is out and I have lots of fun projects to do. I bought some poppies for my cottage garden and will plant them today.

 

[franciemarnie]

Tired. Been fighting the flow of the current that changed. So much easier to go with the turn of the river when the river turn is out of my control. Fragile.

 

[Mercy]

Having been away visiting my husband's family in India, I am experiencing reverse culture shock.

 

[Lionheart]

@Lionheart777, have you called the insurance company.

No, I haven't called them, but will seriously consider doing so If I don't have a definite date of delivery by Monday afternoon.
Thanks for caring enough to reply, it is greatly appreciated!!!

Hugs,
Lion

 

[LittleL]

I'm feeling hopeless and scared. Hopeless because I can't seem to stay illness and infection free for more than a couple months. I have a kidney infection right now that hurts so much, it makes me miserable. I had to leave work on Friday because it hit me so hard -- severe pain, chills, fever, etc. I'm scared that my poor health is going to negatively impact my job (and while I know they won't fire me for being ill so often, that doesn't do much to make me any less afraid it'll happen).