What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[desiderata310]

Peaceful almost. There's something boiling under the surface but for the moment I am OK. It's a welcome relief to the last several days of dread, panic, and pain. I feel like I can concentrate on something for a bit and be out and about and not sweating and my heart just going insane.

 

[Lionheart]

Tonight I am worried about my sister who is severely depressed. I worry that she may try to harm herself, although she assured me that she would not. I took her at her word and wonder if I did the right thing. I made her promise to call me if things started to get worse.

Now I am praying for both of us and hoping that things will be okay. I hope that I will not regret my decision. She is on her way to her boyfriends house for the night and said she was gonna to "crawl up in the bed and go to sleep". I feel like :poop:!!! :unsure::(:tdown:

 

[Definitely..maybe]

Feeling full of guilt and stressed out, so worried that everyone's mad at me. I hate this feeling, it's such a desperate, chlostraphoboc feeling.

 

[ms spock]

Feel so emotional. Overwhelmed by emotional pain.

 

[DharmaGirl]

I have a kidney infection right now that hurts so much, it makes me miserable.

Maybe you should go to the hospital or urgent care, Kidney infections can turn bad quickly and make you hospital sick. You might need IV antibiotics. Hope you don't mind the unsolicited advice.

 

[DharmaGirl]

I'm feeling rested and well this morning even though I have significant back pain. Hmm, those aren't emotions. I'm feeling excited about all my projects, and happy for what I have.

 

[goingonhope]

I'm feeling exhausted from another night of waking up, and my husband waking up, from and with me having multiple symptoms (physical and emotional) that are all so overwhelming for both of us.

Then some unhappy and expensive car news this morning, certainly caught me by surprise.

Damn. Feeling irritated and knowing what I need to do. I need to: "change the things I can."

 

[roaminggnome]

I am upset and crying. I started a diet yesterday and it brought back a lot of bad stuff. I was never diagnosed with an eating disorder but seem to have trouble with food. Now I'm counting calories which is never a good thing for me to do. Years ago in college I went below 300 calories a day. Which is dangerous! Now with this diet all those old feelings between me and food are back. And it is only day 2 of the diet.

 

[Britt.f7]

Today is almost good. I admitted to my husband some negative feelings that I have noticed, and he handled it well. It brought tears to my eyes. But I refuse to let it get to me more then that.

 

[Lionheart]

Feeling pretty good today. My sister called me late last night to let me know that she was okay because she didn't want me to worry about her. She is going to push through her depression. I think my healing journey has had a positive affect on her and will encourage her to keep going.

She and I are close and I can't imagine my life without her in it, (not without bawling like a baby that is). I am so proud of her as she also has PTSD / Major Depressive Disorder and I know just how hard it can be to maintain forward momentum.

I believe I have won a major victory, in that I have presented a positive role model for my sister and I am thrilled that she decided to push through the ugliness of the stress and depression. I am happy and in a rare mood as a result.

 

[Spiderallis]

I think I'm feeling soo good that I won't have trouble handling when my folks come over later today with a desk. Went out last night with the sweetie to see some friends, that's always great for a boost. Still a bit anxious, but not terrible. No more tense than I would be about any other interaction with my parents. The negativity is theirs and not mine, I'll make sure they take it with them when they go.

 

[Mercy]

Holding all in prayer especially Lionheart and his sister.