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What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

Maybe you should go to the hospital or urgent care, Kidney infections can turn bad quickly and make you hospital sick. You might need IV antibiotics. Hope you don't mind the unsolicited advice.

I don't mind at all. By the time I wrote that I had already gotten some oral antibiotics. I've been able to keep those down, so I don't think I'll need IV. Feeling a bit better now, though the side effects are making it hard to tell. Thanks for the concern. :)
 
I am feeling so content and so wonderful today. I accomplished so much and I actually drew my first picture in the sketch book my family got me in so many years and it turned out really pretty. My first creation is so many years.

Hugs to all that need them. I encourage everyone to hang in there and keep working on the healing and recovery process. It will all pay off in the end. I never thought I would be this happy to be alive. It took a very long time in recovery and I will still have my bad days but nothing like when I first started.

I have learned and grown so much. I am a real person now still with problems and PTSD but Life is so wonderful nowadays.
 
Do you need IV antibiotics? This sounds a bit too much for you to suffer. Can you ask your doc?
Dear DharmaGirl, your recommendation is deeply appreciated. Thank you so much. :) I apologize, that I couldn't answer sooner. (I couldn't think very well because of fever and pain.) I'll call and ask my ENT-Doctor today.

I still feel a bit despaired and exhausted. I'm also fearful because of that aggressive, acidly pus in my head.
 
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Feeling a bit wonky, and frazzled, after an unpleasant experience being hated online by a stranger. Feeling baffled that people will tell other people to go to hell without knowing anything about them or their experiences. A bit bemused that people think it's an insult to be called vermin, when rats and mice are actually really cool little critters. :) I feel anything but insulted by that.

Feeling forgiven right now? Feeling frightened, loss and sadness...grief. Not sure if it's mine? Missing my brothers...but not their behaviour. Feeling revolted...and revolting? Mentally exhausted...physically sluggish and a bit constricted around the solar plexus area. My neck is stiff on both sides, and my head feels too full of information and a bit jumbled.

I feel better now that I blocked the hater, and unwelcome there. I feel a bit unhappy...not in resistance to that right now. I feel unsure of where I stand on certain issues...like I'm on the fence but judging myself for being there and not being decided yet. I feel dumped on...but glad I have tools to deal with that and that I stood my ground and stood up to him.

I feel a little ridiculous for even engaging with him in the first place. Feeling judged and unfairly so. I feel belittled and sad that he has that much hate in him and would curse someone he doesn't even know to suffer in hell...not that I even believe in hell as a place we go to. I said "I've already been there a few times...been there, done that...what else you got?"

I feel betrayed, criticized. I survived it though. Being hated has more to do with the hater than it does with me. Only my opinion of myself really matters in the end. His opinion isn't important to me...he can think what he likes.

I didn't let his words hurt me...so I feel a sense of victory in that regard. Well, I did feel a tiny little pinch of hurt after about 10 minutes...but it didn't last long. I feel determined. My neck is stiff right now at the back to the left. Staying with that right now until it passes...ok, it's passing. Passed.

My eyes hurt and I want to eat something now. Feeling relaxed.
 

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