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Sufferer Born To An Evil Mother And Absent Father

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dhaman

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I was raised by an evil mother. My father was out of the picture my entire life until a few years ago. I am now 36 years old. I am in sort of contact with my father. Occasionally we will meet up for an awkward lunch.

While he was off raising his new wife's daughter (they have been married for over 30 years now) I was raised by my mother. A mommy dearest woman, but to a more brutal extent. At a very young age three, or four. I recall the first time my mother flipped out on me. She lost her grocery list and insisted that I did something with it. She proceeded to what would become a daily routine of calling me a kike, a damn jewboy. An inside out n#####etc. This went on for the rest of my life until I was big enough to stand up to her. Perhaps when I was in maybe 10th grade. My mother had four kids in total. Myself the oldest, a brother two years younger. Another brother eight years younger whom has since passed from suicide back in 2013, and a sister 11 years younger than me. All of us have different fathers four kids, and three fathers.

To be continued
 
Hi and welcome to the forum x well done for opening up to some of the horrific trauma you have suffered , I hope you will continue to feel confident to tell your story so we are able to support you as best as we can x I know it can't be easy but you've made a very big step forward so well done and be proud x
 
It sounds horrible. Please stay with recovery. Your story touched a nerve with me, divide your story by at lest ten and you have an idea of my story. My sympathies.
 
Welcome to the forum. I can relate to what you experienced although I had a very sadistic, and abusive father and a mother who hated me so I want you to know that you are not alone and in the company of many others who have had similar experiences like yours. I hope you hang around and make friends here because so many here have supported me through some very rough times when they were my only support.
 
I was raised by an evil mother. My father was out of the picture my entire life until a few years ago. I...

In addition to this it was on a daily basis that I was locked in my room, the refrigerator had a chain lock on it. My toys would constantly be taken from me only to never be seen again or watch them get broken in front of me. In 6th grade I got in trouble in school. When I got home my stepfather took all of my baseball cards and comic books to the top of the hill in the yard and lit them on fire. I grew up knowing nothing but fear and hatred. Why did my mother hate me so much? Why did her boyfriends always treat me the way that she did? Why did my real father not find me to be any sort of priority? When we talk now he plays the victim role. He says your mother didn't let me see you. He says if I saw you that you would of had more, you would of been able to play sports like you wanted to..etc. Now his excuses are this hurts, that hurts. He lives only 20 miles from me but yet we see him very infrequently. When we do it's only ever yo eat food. If he really wants to be a part of my life and his grandsons life wouldn't he do whatever it takes to make that happen? Isn't that what a real "man" supposed to be capable of ? All of this built up pain and frustration built up in my head really causes a strain on my marriage. My father says nothing is wrong with him. I guess knowing that he is a complete dead beat to his only son doesn't bother him. :(
 
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