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13 Year Gravol Addiction(long Info Read)

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HeraBane

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Okay before you go, "ya ok, you can't get addicted to Gravol," Read my story, you can. It is a nightmate experience that people do not understand why anyone would choose to be addicted and go through that nightmare.

I started taking Gravol when I was 12 to help me with my diagnosed mild insomnia and to escape the reality of my negative upbringing. At first I would only take a few at night, then as a few years went by I worked up to 15 a day, then when I was 19 I was up 25 a day. From age 20-25, 25 being when I finally quit, I was taking 40-60 a day. You build an imminity to them, forcing you to have to take more and more a day. NO ONE knew until I was 21 that I was taking them, my husband didn't even know until 2 years into our relationship. I don't know how no one knew or how I managed to function properly, especially when I was up to 40-60 a day(I am 5"3 115lbs). Here is my experience with Gravol:

Nowadays, most places keep Gravol behind the counter because of the addiction you can get from it. But when I first started taking it, it was still over the counter. I would buy amd steal it, rotating between the pharmasies and stores that were in the town/city I happend to be living in at the time. It was difficult at times because the pharmacy at times were beginning to monitor how often I was buying it, making it difficult to get at times. There was one drug store where the pharmasist knew I was abusing it as I was in 3-4x a week buying the bottles of 100pills, but he still sold it to me everytime he came in. I was obesessed with counting my supply, especially when I was high, and if I only had 40 pills left I would go get more. I never ran out for long. I overdosed and obvioisly survived twice.

THE HIGH: A NIGHTMARE
First off, yes if you take Gravol properly, it does make you drowsy. If you take it like I did, you get high, and in no way drowsy(Gravol is a downer). It basically felt like a live current going constantly under my skin all over my body. My legs and arms would turn into lead and become heavy. Some nights, I literally could not think at all, and if I tried to speak, I would stutter or forget what I was saying halfway through a sentence and couldn't remember what I was saying. I would stand/walk unsteady and wobbly. The worst was the auditory/visual hallusanations. I was contantly hearing things that when it was actually dead silent. I would see things that weren't there. I thought that every door (including front door) in my house were open, when really were closed, and my husband would come home at night to find every door open. The hallusanations made me soooo paranoid, constantly scared and skiddish. The next morning when I would wake up, I felt sooo sick from taking so much Gravol, I had to take more right away.

I quit taking Gravol last year after my body started rejecting it, otherwise I would still be on it. Gravol takes away your appitite, makes you irritable, paranoid, causes hallusanations and a long list more. There is withdrawl symptoms when you stop taking it.There is not a lot of information about permanent side effects of Gravol for people who have used it as long as I have as it is just being aknowledged of being an issue for abuse. I do know from my dr that my dissociation is worse because of permanent memory loss from abusing Gravol. Damage to liver, kidney's, and the stomach lining is also present. I cannot take certain medications anymore(codeine, cold/flu medicine).
 
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The warnings on Dimenhydrinate (Gravol, Dramamine) I believe are pretty clear - the appropriate use is occasional, not ongoing. Otherwise, it is dealt like a street drug in many places specifically because of the high it provides.
I started taking Gravol when I was 12 to help me with my diagnosed mild insomnia and to escape the reality of my negative upbringing.
I'm just curious - was it prescribed to you by a doctor? I know that it's relatively common for doctors to recommend OTC antihistamines to help with sleep - but I don't think Dramamine would ever be suggested in the US....wondering if it's a Canadian thing?
 
I lust Googled the drug in Gravol and looked it up in our drug formulary, it is Dimenhydrinate and from what I see it is an anti-emetic that is not marketed at all in the UK. I am confused as to why you would take it for insomnia.

Whatever, I would suggest that you speak with your health care provider about your issues with this medication, and look at alternatives that help your issues without the addiction. Your Therapist would be a good starting point.
 
The warnings on Dimenhydrinate (Gravol, Dramamine) I believe are pretty clear - the appropriate use i...
NO dr perscribed it to me. I used to get really bad motion sickness, so I took Gravol for that, no perscription. The pharmasist who sold it to me knowing I was abusing it, was just a slimeball making a sale, he didn't care at all to stop selling it to me.
 
I lust Googled the drug in Gravol and looked it up in our drug formulary, it is Dimenhydrinate and from...
Gravol has a side effect that can cause drowsiness, which is why I took it for the insomnia. I have talked to my dr about the addiction. I have been Gravol free for 1 year and 3 months. I still consider myself to be "recovering" from it, and it is constantly on my mind still, wanting to take it. Not to much because of the Gravol itself, but rather the effects of the Gravol, I have not given in or "relapsed." I was told it can take 3-5 years to overcome a pill addiction, with a relapse occuring every 6-12 months in some cases.
 
I was told it can take 3-5 years to overcome a pill addiction, with a relapse occuring every 6-12 months in some cases.
This is true. It's good that you are getting off of it - I hope that you can avoid the relapses, because that will just push your recovery further back. But it's a very difficult thing, to break off from an addictive substance.
 
This is true. It's good that you are getting off of it - I hope that you can avoid the relapses, bec...
I have been Gravol free for 1 year and 3 months, no relapses. I sometimes miss the effects of the Gravol rather than the actual pill itself, but have not relapsed, i've already missed half my life it feels like due to the Gravol. It is very hard to beat an addiction to substances. A lot of people don't take addictions, such as to Gravol serioisly or think it is a joke, but it is the furthest from it.
 
I'm just curious - was it prescribed to you by a doctor? I know that it's relatively common for doctors to recommend OTC antihistamines to help with sleep - but I don't think Dramamine would ever be suggested in the US....wondering if it's a Canadian thing?

I lust Googled the drug in Gravol and looked it up in our drug formulary, it is Dimenhydrinate and from what I see it is an anti-emetic that is not marketed at all in the UK. I am confused as to why you would take it for insomnia.

Gravol or Dramamine is dimenhydrinate. It is not available OTC in the UK, but it is in Canada & the United States. It's the same drug as Benadryl except Benadryl is a 1:2 ratio. It takes 2 Gravol to equal 1 Benadryl (diphenhydramine). Gravol makes you extremely sleepy when you take it in low doses. When you take it in high doses, it acts as a delirient, and produces hallucinations, slurred speech/lack of coordination & restlessness. It's usually marketed as an antiemetic or a sleep aid.

I used to take shittons of Gravol, too. It was disgusting. I'd use it to induce flashbacks and try to "get through" them. Reenactment, it's a helluva drug!

I also used shittons of DXM (dextromethorphan) which actually helped me come to terms with a lot of my shit. Come to find out DXM is actually being used to treat emotional lability. Go figure. So relate to the whole pharmacy-hopping judgmental-dudes-behind-counters thing. Lelz. Nothing worse than being picked up for one dollar over the "magic number" huh? Sorry, must'a picked up that bottle of cough syrup by mistake, Officer...

Same thing happened to me with DXM. After a couple years of continuous use, my body started to reject it and I get really sick when I try it now. This shit ain't physically addictive but it's definitely a psychological addiction. You feel that f*ckin' serotonin depletion in your soul.
 
@HeraBane I absolutely believe you. It's an unusual addiction, but real to be sure. The controlled sale precautions in Canada, make it inconvenient to abuse, but not impossible.

Some of the physical symptoms you described are what one would expect from abuse of a drug of that nature. If I remember correctly (and a quick google search tells me that I do). The effect of overuse of drugs like Gravol, Benadryl, ect.
Causes a condition known as Anticholinergic toxicity (the next bit is borrowed from Wikipedia.


Blind as a bat (dilated pupils)
Red as a beet (vasodilation/flushing)
Hot as a hare (hyperthermia)
Dry as a bone (dry skin)
Mad as a hatter (hallucinations/agitation)
Bloated as a Toad (ileus, urinary retention)
And the heart runs alone (tachycardia)

Good for you getting off those, honestly they must be addictive for someone to make themselves so physically uncomfortable for large portions of the day, every day.

(Do not answer this question if you don't want to. It is strictly for my own curiosity.)

When you began having to use larger and larger doses. Why did you not switch to something else? Why stick with something that wasn't working for the purpose you were originally taking it for (insomnia)?

Just genuinely curious. But again if you don't want to answer, you absolutely do not have to. Congratulations on getting clean.
 
@HeraBane I absolutely believe you. It's an unusual addiction, but real to be su...
Originally I did start taking it for the insomnia and it did work but then I took more and more just to escape reality, at that point i didnt care about the insomnia anymore. It was also at the time fairly accessible, and did like the high at first.
 
It's the same drug as Benadryl except Benadryl is a 1:2 ratio.
Not here.
Benadryl allergy liquid capsules - Cetirazine
Benadryl allergy relief - Acrivastine
Benadryl plus - Acrivastine and pseudoephedrine
Benadryl on a day - Cetirizine
Benadryl childrens solutions - Cetirizine

I am not saying that your Benadryl does not contain it. It just goes to show that you need to know what drug is contained in what preparations in different countries. Some athletes have slipped up by using what they thought was a familiar product and finding - too late - that the US version is completely different to the UK version.
 
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