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    My first session

    I'm starting trauma therapy Tuesday ( I had a therapist before but he wasn't specialized). Any tips? What should I say? Do I request EMDR, or do they? I'm nervous. TIA
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    Internet Dating For Ptsd Dummies

    me too. Because every time I do, they realize I am not perfect so they leave. Or I am just a plaything to them. I've never truly been valued by anybody really.
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    Persecution From Others

    Been there, heard that. My sis told my mom ( her step-mom) when she was about 11 that she was going to be a country singer and Mom could be her maid!!! Her maid!!! Like it was an honor or something. She is always coming up with crap like that.
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    Persecution From Others

    Wait a minute, we must be related too. My sister behaves the same way. She thinks the world revolves around her and that we should feel honored to be in her presence or 'invited' into her life.
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    Repressed Memories?

    I haven't done much therapy. Only off and on for 2 years. And not for a while. I go on here often though.
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    Repressed Memories?

    Not sure if this goes here or not but I've been noticing a strange occurrence. There is a whole part of my life that is missing. The good stuff, bad stuff. All of it. Except for a few things I've retrieved through therapy. I can't really remember my childhood pre-trauma. Every time I try (...
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    Hello, Looking For Your Ptsd Support

    Welcome. As others have said too. You are normal. I've dealt with all the confusion much as you have. I'm only just starting to remember certain things from my childhood. You have support here. An open ear or a strong shoulder, whatever you need.
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    Sufferer My Memory Is Hard To Access.

    Welcome. This place is a lifesaver. You've already met some awesome people. You aren't alone.
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    Feeling like your being followed

    I feel that often. The night is difficult for me. But I'm learning.
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    Trigger?-**warning**

    You're not. I can relate to such reactions. Though my abuse wasn't like that, I do have similar explosive reactions.
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    I Have Never Tried To Kill Myself But I Have Thought Of It.

    Thank you for the reality check. I needed that as I've been slipping lately.
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    Persecution From Others

    I still get crap for not leaving my ex sooner. Some people just don't get it, unless they live it themselves.
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    Analogy: My Ptsd Feels Like...

    My PTSD feels like I'm chained to a treadmill, running even though I'm exhausted, listening to my flaws being pointed out over and over.
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    I Don't Think I Should Be Here Anymore

    Hey, that's all anyone can ask of you. The folks here are great.
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    I Don't Think I Should Be Here Anymore

    Don't give up. Stay here at least. People will listen, people care.
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    Sleeping With A Weapon

    I've got the trifecta. I sleep with my dog ( Rat terrier), a hunting knife and my cell. My dog will not let anyone in my room at night
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    Hypervigilance

    Put me down too. Lines in walmart: bad, horrible. I hate having strange people surround me. I hate being boxed in like that. Small spaces I'm fine just crowds so it's not claustrophobia. When I get triggered I can't sleep.
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    Risking Reaching Out

    Welcome and Hello
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    Reading Forum Increases Symptoms!

    Hang in there, it'll come. It may seem a little scary and overwhelming but we're here for you. Not in a hokey way;) but really truly.
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    Rage

    I try to. It's a bear.
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    Anyone Else Get Palpitations?

    Me too. That is a great stress reliever. Thanks for the reminder!!!:)
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    Well Whatever

    Yup, that is he. He's my boydog.
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    Rage

    As the song says, all you need is love. Most of us, it seems, were deprived of it at one time or another.
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    Rocking back and forth - any rockers here?

    Guess, what folks, I rock too. The first time I did it I scared my roommate. I heard a song that triggered me and I dissociated. I do it often.
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