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If this gets moved to "trauma diaries" Ill try not to take it personally. My writing style I guess goes that way so I am not sure where to post but this does relate to hypervigilance. It's something that's HAD to become a part of my life so yeah I had PTSD before from abuse but now I have to be...

I don't know if it's true de personalization but I don't feel like me any more and I do feel literally robbed of my identity and regulation and physical health b/c of my PTSD depression and life circumstances. As I have posted before I am a long term severe victim of DV....in all the ways one...

I am struggling to keep my head above water here in snowy central Pa. I hve shared parts of my very difficult story of no family and blame for my own abuse. I was kicked out of my family. I am in my 40s and living on my own paying my bills but struggling to stay on Medicaid which keeps me in a...

The first sentence is my life now. I hope to be where you are. But yes I also have no family an abusive ex of about 20 years ago we were off on forever. I do stay in my isolation. I do also live in a town where it's hard to meet ppl but you are challenging me to maybe try. I didn't follow how...

I am struggling with alcahol abuse and like above someone in uk said a criminal conviction though I don't have that. I have something akin to it. And I didn't deserve it. A restraining order from my own mother after she and her husband abused me? Help? It may be hard to believe for some who...

This is a hard one to disclose. I am dealing with this every day for the last few years and will for another few half way through one in Pa. Sometimes and in my case these vehicles for good at times are misused for malicious and revenge purposes....in my case for making flip comments about my...

I am brand new to this forum too. From links to similiar threads I guess I have some similar experiences. I have had childhood and adult physical and other abuse. I also was abused legally which led to I believe c ptsd. My mother/ stepfather abused me in every way possible and also through...