16 Is When I Went Numb And Started Beating People Up For Fun.

[E16]

I came on here to support my wife and then to find out that theirs "eebie geebies" inside me. Then I was reading that long term drug abuse can cause PTSD. I've been doing my own research, but she finally got me to "chat" with some of her friends one evening, and I found it to be very supportive. Watching my wife go through this; is triggering (i'm learning) me from my own past. I've been supressed since the age of 9. Found an outlet at 12. Figured a way to release the pain at 16. If it was'nt for my wife I wouldnt be a healthier person today. I need to add that she's typing this for me, and I am narrating. So my writing style WILL change after this intro.

 

[Froggie]

Welcome to this forum. I'm happy to hear that you have such support from you wife even if she has PTSD also. One thing that really helps is having adequate professional health support otherwise we end up trying to find alternatives like alcohol and/or drugs which do not help. Will be looking forward to your futur posts

 

[Nase]

:D

 

[Deleted member 10425]

Well, E....welcome from yellowflower...I see your wife is controlling the keyboard while u r trying to be at the helm...perhaps u should shove her off the keyboard and take control....just kidding.....

Welcome...I hope to introduce you to my hubby....good luck e....make time to take care of yourself....ptsd takes a lot out of you and....so just make some time for you to destress....good luck to u and i hope to see u in the chat soon!

 

[Kintsugi]

Hi, E, welcome to the forum. I'm glad you decided to join us. Good luck on your journey.

 

[Nighthawk]

Hi
I am glad you gound support here even prior to joining. I look forward to seeing you around.

Welcome:)

 

[Nase]

This was my husband and apparently teh f******king forum band my only way of having him support me and him being supported!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THANKS FORUM thanks thanks for the rejection alot!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! He tried to log in and was told error that he was banned because he allowed someone else to use his acct. I had to type for him as he narrated because he is dyslexic. The instrucions on this site are extremelty clear. However...when you first set up you are directed to first pick an avatar, and second to do the intro. We apologize Anthony Cat and to the other Moderators if this is somehow inappropriate behaviouir. Ironic when in chat there are bullies allowed to walk around all day. Love to all if I now get banned! I will miss you all as this was the only thing keeping my insides in.

 

[Deleted member 10425]

i am sorry...i hope this isn't the end for you guys...rejection comes in many forms...please try to let this one roll off of your back