Undiagnosed 28 Yrs Old, Emotional Numbness

[CareBearQuelly]

I have had a lot of the symptoms of PTSD, but I never even considered PTSD until I realized that I am emotionally numb.

I am in my first real relationship, and when we hug, kiss, or he touches me, I don't feel anything emotionally. I don't ever remember feeling any emotion when I hug or kiss any of my family members (not even my little niece or nephews). To me, a kiss or a hug is just a physical act like picking up a pencil.

I assume it's from the verbal abuse I received/am still receiving (live with my parents) from my father. I thought I had a handle on it, but now I'm not so sure.

 

[KP the nut]

Hi and welcome to the forum.

If you haven't seen a doctor about this, please try and see one. PTSD or not, you need professional help.

I hope you find the information and support here helpful.

 

[Five Leaves Left]

Agree with KP. You definitely need to talk to someone and work through things with a professional. I deal with emotional numbness myself for other reasons, so please know you aren't alone. Sending much love and strength to you.

 

[Lady of Longbourn]

Welcome to the forum. :)

 

[Pinkcake]

Hi Carebear. I do hope you can speak to a counselor or therapist and get a diagnosis, whether it be PTSD or not. (((HUGS))) to you.

 

[KatKaos]

I've suffered from emotional numbness intermittently since childhood,I felt odd, detatched, like I was looking out from inside a glass bubble,at other times I just felt nothing at all,then alternatively I could, and still do feel too much,sensory overload,Carebear I'm glad that you came on here and I hope that you will feel better for doing so.

 

[anthony]

Welcome to PTSD Forum.