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5 Things I'm Thinking Today

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1. @Anrish good for you you did it! :tup:
2. I have read Dante, Milton, Hemingway, St. John of the Cross, many of the literary 'Greats' & conemplatives, back in the day, but they get all jumbled now, what am I thinking? Did I read it? Think it? Dream it? Just had that with Dante the other day. :( But..he has a cool name.. :tup: ;) . You are amazing. Now I'd be lucky to read the T.v. guide. :hug:
3. 2 things completed of oh so many required :(
4. Strange- had a really lovely chance of a lifetime/ decades to 'paint over' an old sad memory in a new, good way. At one moment was seized afterwards with intense fear I forgot to check if computer logged off and what if it over-heated, and burned the house down - I'm nothing if not thorough in my fears :rolleyes: - (and most importantly the dog with it!!!), :eek: :cry: - normally I'm not 'out there' with my worries- they're specific to what 'is' and could be, vs no concrete indication. I think it was just a flip-flop back to crossing over with the old memory, maybe feeling to blame for another's death due to my incompetence (which I do/ have had, though not with that memory, though dying was involved) so I told myself that, and the anxiety dissipated quickly :tup: :) ! (though I did check with someone as soon as they arrived home, but in a more a 'realistic' way).
5. I do know, the first memory I felt like a child ever so desperately and carefully bringing home a bird to solve all the problems (useless, but 'hoping'), and totally grief stricken and not knowing what to do. That's how it felt, & for some unknown reason the image I 'see' (maybe something I read once? lol :rolleyes: :p ). -Like when your dog brings you their toy if you're sad. But the new memory was 'adult' me bringing home something, as a testament to life. Quiet expectation, no panic. Beauty. :) :notworthy:
5. Sorry for all the yap, O.M.G. :eek: :rolleyes:

6. Thank you (all) for your kindness to allow me. ^^ :notworthy:
7.* Dear @gizmo hope your daughter is feeling better!!! :( :hug: :hug:
8.* ((((( @RavenGirl ))))), for you, your surgery, & a complete and speedy recovery & no anxiety & relief. :hug: :hug:
9. Hugs for all. :hug: Xox
 
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