5 Things I'm Thinking Today

[Tornadic Thoughts]

These helliday waves of mass synthetic and animal product consumerism still makes me nauseous.

But not as nauseous as the actual products used to, that's for sure.

So much fakery packed into so many special little days on a calendar while the rest remain a struggle for most.

Bittersweetness best describes the feelings of at one time also being convinced of the malarkey.

There's no place like home, even if your name isn't Dorothy.

 

[Chiqui]

Why Am I most of time trying to sppt where is the enemy?
It is a «real enemy» out there anymore?
Alert, always alert...
I can't focus on my stuff if I am permanently alert, inside and outside...
This is a exahusting «way of life»

 

[Naoru]

1 Managed to catch sakura still in bloom at Tsurugaoka Hachimangu Shrine. Walking the dankazura and capturing the petals on Genji pond was worth the trip. :photogenic:
2 Spent 4 hours with some friends but cannot recall anything said after hour 1.
3 Pretty sure they are good people. :laugh:
4 Well sh*t that quake just gave me a heart attack.
5 Guess I am not tired anymore. :wideeyed:

 

[Ronin]

1. Need stronger pain meds god damn it.
2. At least I'm working on the living situation though. Elsewhere here first, goddamn-out as soon as I recover.
3. Ooh the sun. Hello, buddy mine.
4. More chilling out needed.
5. Let's not boycott Sunday.

 

[BlackbirdSinging]

1. Therapy wasn't easy today.

2. I've been feeling invisible.

3. I can't light my incense without my lighter.

4. I would appreciate it if others would stop acting like their truth is THE truth. It's individual. Your truth isn't mine and my truth isn't yours and neither of us are wrong so, just stop.

5. I'm going to the store and get a big ass box of lucky charms because, I like the damn marshmallows and the damn cereal and who cares anyway? I say that to my brain which is saying "you don't need that sugary cereal". I do too lol. I want it therefore I need it. Logic? Justification? Who cares lol.

 

[Muttly]

1) I am glad my therapist was so kind about me skipping therapy. she says I'm just exhausted. dunno.
2) I can't believe I f*cked up and thought I had yesterday off work. I need to figure out how to make this work stuff manageable. hmmm... know what I should do, but will feel guilty and such.
3) really do have stuff I need to do though (taxes, bills, etc)
4) how did I get sucked into that? And why do I resent it so much. she is not my mother. stupid brain
5) I want to nap. Blah. this tiredness is ridiculous.

 

[Muttly]

4 Well sh*t that quake just gave me a heart attack.
5 Guess I am not tired anymore. :wideeyed:

Quakes tend to do that. Hope it was a small one?

 

[Deleted member 12723]

Thank you @Anrish Ezri and me are having the time of our lives.:cool:

 

[Naoru]

@Muttly Yes, thankfully. Kinda like someone ran up, hit you really hard, and ran away.

 

[Anrish]

1. I slept, I slept, I slept!!! Almost nine hours!!! And without nightmares!!! :happy::sleep:
2. I feel refreshed.
3. Ture, why do you always need so much space in my bed? :p Thanks for keeping me safe.
4. Car cleaning today, finally. Couldn't do it all the time because our landlords' car was still in the yard.
5. Off to breakfast, short shopping tour and car cleaning...not so much to do today. Will finally be able to play the piano again. :headphone:

 

[Teasel]

1 ~ I'm going out dancing tonight. Makes my spirit sing just to think of it.
2 ~ I love Nettle Tea
3 ~ I'm glad that my scene accepts an overweight middle aged woman without batting an eyelid.
4 ~ Need to buy more eggs and bread.
5 ~ Love finding out about ballsy women in the arts. They're so impressive to me.

 

[Deleted member 29920]

1. Ugh, I got fricking triggered reading the newspaper a couple hours ago. Need some support, feel powerless. A girl is being bullied at my old school. It felt so familiar and I wanna kick those bullies asses. Grrrrrrrrrrrr.
2. Stupid panic attacks really drain me.
3. Need food.
4. Need sleep.
5. Need positivity.