5 Things I'm Thinking Today

[trying2movefwd]

I had been wondering what kind of emotional support animal would be best for me. As fate would have it a very dehydrated stray kitten was almost listless outside my home the other day (doing much better today ). So I am thinking I have a kitten!!!

My kitten doesn't have a litter box yet, but is already house trained like a dog. She goes to the door and meows (she is probably around six months old)

I hope this kitten isn't pregnant (she doesn't look like she is)

I have to see my psychiatrist tomorrow. I have been charting my week. Im a little afraid she will want to change meds again!

My house still isn't clean. I need a maid, lol but the dinner I fixed was outstanding.

 

[Anrish]

1. Stupid weather will change during the night.
2. Got my monthly issues - ouch.
3. Currently sitting on a balcony while typing and watching the mountains.
4. Still wonder what I will cook today...
5. Nice breeze out here.

 

[Silver.]

@Anrish *feel silly liking your post, with the monthly issues there. Gah they can be wretched*
*sending you some hot soothing tea and some hugs*

mm started camp today, I hope she's having fun
see my primary this afternoon, hope I don't have to break a clock there *lmao, damn ptsd and ticking clocks*
it's nice out today, yet I am inside
feeling overwhelmed, going to make a list
got lost trying to think of a 5th thing, lol, oh well x

 

[Anrish]

@Silver. Thank you for the comfort. ...don't worry...it's only first day and the alternative (being pregnant) would cause much more panic for me...:bag:

 

[NatBird]

It feels great to create a home

Why do I feel so strange?

I have so much tension in my shoulders

I am being avoidant

I can I be fair but also let him know that's it's not on

Why do I feel so anxious?

 

[Anrish]

1. Rain.
2. Soaked Anrish.
3. More rain.
4. Wet-dog feeling for Anrish.
5. Heavy pouring rain.

 

[trying2movefwd]

I guess I really do need to apply for disability
I have had a very emotional day
I have good support
The neighbors are loud
Almost time for seriquil, ugh

 

[Recovery4Me]

1) It is quite possible that what I had believed to be avoidance behavior (for myself) is called chilling by some normies.

2) I think I am tired of talk therapy after mega years of this with several T's.

3) But I feel comfort in the thought, that someone will actually listen and does not get overloaded (allegedly they are super-human poor dears).

4) My PTSD was too high to go to therapy today.:meh: It is the first time, I actually said that to an T. Nonsleep, wired tight with hypervigilance.

5) I was afraid I might be too reactive, instead of proactive with the gangs, homeless or panhandlers that wedge me while I am waiting for the bus.

 

[Silver.]

@Recovery4Me I used to have the same problems trying to get on the bus, so sorry you have to deal with that because it can be too much x
-I finally got Lunesta, it doesn't work (or because of my issues, I have a high tolerance)
-My doctor is an idiot lol
-It's raining today and Mini Me (mm) is going to get soaked at camp (and she thinks it will be funny to wear one of my emergency rain ponchos)
-I think I have a bit of a cold, which I always call the plague, because of the autoimmune, and I am a bit glad that s/o is getting stuffy (why? lolol)
-going to finish this book today

 

[Anrish]

1.

My PTSD was too high to go to therapy today

Sorry to hear that. *sending lots of calming hugs to you*

2. I'm crazy but I did it.

3. To do stuff alone is okay - since I'm never completely by myself.

4. Holiday flat smells like my fresh baked bread rolls.

5. Calm day.

 

[expectingbetter]

1. eating sweet corn with lot of salt
2. enjoying my new air conditioner
3. reluctunt to give in to another PMS
4. world can be such a wonderful place
5. this forum is a real gift

 

[Deleted member 29920]

tired of talk therapy

Snap ;) :hug:

*sends Anrish a huge umbrella* :hug:

Rain here too :cry:

I wish dr wouldn't send smear reminders, body memory flashbacks because of it this morning :cry:

*toddles off to make more cocoa* :coffee: