5 Things I'm Thinking Today

[NatBird]

I'm a slob and am better off hiding indoors away from the world

What do you want?

Why am I so angry?

I'm pathetic & unloveable

Why don't you actually commit to something, like being a recluse, commit and get the f*ck on with it

 

[Tinyflame]

Thank you @gizmo @Silver. @misscat (and @Cashew and @cj before) :hug:

Yes just awful, sweet beautiful woman. :( :cry:

 

[Tinyflame]

My mom's medal that went down the bathtub drain in the morning before she died during an operaration (later that day) but we saved (and she was resuccusitated also) that I wear always, fell off today-clasp is broken (can't be worn/ part of the medal. Unless it's put in a locket. )Weird.

 

[Tinyflame]

My watch also broke yeserday but fell in my purse yesterday.

Does that mean broken but not lost? :(

 

[Tinyflame]

And we would have started working together today. :*(

It occured to me after all the stuff yesterday and today, is 'family' the people you can say these things to (like here)? And/ or the people whse response is kind/ not abusive language/ thoughts?

 

[Tinyflame]

I think my present causes a lot of stress. I think it has, more than I realized.
Very grateful for being alone tomorrow, an unexpected gift, in terms of less to battle mentally & emotionally.
My poor self-concept & self-rejection is influenced heavily by my sister.
Not sure if I can forgive. If I can, I think I still take the words/ beliefs to heart.
I feel awful for woman/ her family.

 

[Deleted member 29920]

@Junebug :hug::hug::hug::hug::hug: xoxo

 

[Deleted member 29920]

Trying not to worry

Worrying

Want to run away

Stupid

Stop worrying!

 

[Missycat]

@Junebug :hug:s , we respect your 'alone time' and you know we are all here if you need us.
@C j , please dont worry, stay strong. Here to listen :hug:s

 

[Missycat]

Ouch - i should have put sun cream on:playful: (yes im this colour !!)
Mmmm i wonder whats for tea
Feeling soooo relieved that insurance has authorised more T sessions
Nervous that i now have to attend more T sessions :nailbiting:
Its been a good day

 

[Tinyflame]

Dear @Missycat & @C j , :notworthy: :hug: :hug: :hug: Xox.

 

[Deleted member 29920]

Thanks @Missycat and @Junebug :hug:s to you both :) xoxo xoxo