5 Things I'm Thinking Today

[desiderata310]

1. It shouldn't be this cold. Is it my emotional state that makes it feel more uncomfortable?
2. Holidays suck ass. It sucks more when you think you'll be ok because there will be people around and then there aren't and you're left to fingernail it through the holiday
3. I am not important. This is a big one I need to remember at all times. The people who 'care' about me in my life do so because of money. Period. No other reason. This has always been true
4.i should learn to be more ok with being alone.
5. Random background static ideation. Always there, much much louder today

 

[Deleted member 12723]

Had a great holiday being alone because of my plan.:p
Did not get sick and this is real change, as I used to get so sick on every single Thanksgiving!:cool:
Feeling great today:laugh:
Have a lot to accomplish today.:rolleyes:
Hugs and support for everyone here.:hug::hug::hug:

 

[Silver.]

The damn prednisone did not let me sleep last night, despite the fact I take 3 different sleeping pills :/
I am on so many meds, open, swallow, pray the pain away
Rest, move, rinse, repeat
Playing Super Mario Kart with mini on the Gamecube because we are retro like that :cool:

 

[Anrish]

1. Last day of the week!
2. My car passed the TÜV (MOT). :D
3. Baking tasty bread right now.
4. Didn't back off today in front of my chief.
5. Grateful for all the support of this great place. :notworthy:

 

[Naoru]

Having a moment.
Wanting to hide. Hikikomori doesn't sound so bad.
Wanting to quit.
I am in no place to be on here right now, but now I am a little glad I logged in. ;)
Tomorrow will be better. Kibou.

 

[Ronin]

1. Hiding no quitting, and a lot of comfort while hiding, yes, @Naoru? :sneaky::hug:
2. Thinking of how to better evade the insistent idiots around me.
3. And where to collect the f*cks to give. Poetry and music and practice, probably.
4. Waves.
5. More waves. Waves with no ships, again. (Thanks for throwing me back to grief, dipshit, f*ck you and have a horrible day, too.)

 

[Naoru]

If I must @Ronin :unsure::hug:

 

[Ronin]

<brings blankets & makes a blanket fort with movies and marshmallows and warm soups and popcorn and --- just sayin', hang in there, @Naoru. You're doing fine, this too shall pass... and that saying is terrible but true>

 

[Naoru]

*deletes negative comments about that phrase*
You have brought a smile to my face @Ronin but can we watch Trolls [on repeat]?!! :p:D

Thank you to you and @Anrish tonight for making my evening a little brighter. :hug: Oyasumi :hug:

 

[Ronin]

<deletes negative comments too :sneaky:>

We can totally watch Trolls on repeat. I haven't seen it even once, so it will be news to me. :sneaky:

& Good night and sweet dreams to you too.

 

[Anrish]

1. @Naoru : You're always welcome. ゆっくりねてね ! :hug:
2.

brings blankets & makes a blanket fort with movies

Sounds so comfy...I wanted to go for a run but it's cold and grey outside...I will go any way but your description makes it harder. :p
3. Did most of the stuff on my schedule for today. :confused: ...Impressed by myself...:wacky:
4. Looking forward to a hot cocoa after my run on the keep fit trail. :ninja: Oliver Queen training...:roflmao:...almost...at least...one percent...:rolleyes:
5. Glad that I'm able to distance my mind about work right now. :joyful:

 

[Ronin]

1. @Anrish, you go for a run, I'm blanket camping instead of you :D
2. Impressed with you too :D And one percent is the one percent needed! Cheers.
3. Speaking of training, where the hell did the me of past month go? And where did the February me go? Grid search.
4. Still feeling so :cautious:/:mask: about everything that went south, and only because some people are either idiots or manipulative evil pricks.
5. I need to remember in a normal world, people don't get punished for being people. I need to remember so many things that make no sense.