5 Things I'm Thinking Today

[The Albatross]

1. My life is hard.
2. There is nothing anywhere that I've ever seen, heard or read that says that there's anything to make life less hard.
3. My life is not want I want/need/desire.
4. They say that we can be authors of our own life, but I don't necessarily find that to be true if we want to be in relationship with others rather than lead lives of isolation and I won't go there.
5. I can deal with 1-4 today.

 

[Deleted member 29920]

Super Mario Kart with mini on the Gamecube because we are retro

Yahoo! :)

I can't think of anything else now :D

 

[Tinyflame]

1. I got asked out for tonight. Decided atm to clean the bathroom. Is that self-sabotage? :(
2. I feel like a freak. They said we're supposed to go when we don't want to.
3. I feel like a cottonball on the highway of life of a charging buffalo herd. :(
4. I feel alone & alien. It might not be as obvious as I feel but I feel it.
5. Frankly, I'm near abnormally too soft-hearted. :meh: I mean, for most environments/ people/ situations. I can't even protect myself properly.:meh:,
6. I feel sad. :(

 

[srna]

1. need to reassess my friendships. remove toxic people. be more assertive.
2. excited about tomorrow's park mini-picnic meet-up with a friend i haven't seen in months.
3. want to start the raw food 30 day challenge
4. i finished miranda (bbc show) and reading miranda fan-fiction after.
5. i really like camera obscura.

 

[Tinyflame]

1. I suppose a big part of me just wants to be normal, find things easy, have no hypervigilance, no anxiety, just be like a 'regular" person.
2.I wonder if I act 'as if' it will be so?
3. But I'm pretty sure it/ I won't.
4. But in my heart-of-hearts, being honest, I know I can't stand being this way.
ETA, 5. I guess it doesn't matter what I choose.

 

[Tinyflame]

1. It occurred to me I wrote down feelings, more than thoughts, but the feelings are my thoughts, or tend to create them.
2. I know feelings are not thoughts. But I probably trust only my feelings, or more so.
3. So many people here- such good people with such bad traumas- have so much to deal with. Surely I shoulld be able to manage on my own? :(

 

[corvidae]

1: @Anrish @Naoru @Junebug support; and to all else in need.
2: popping bubble wrap because therapist said "you shouldn't go anywhere without some to pop because your anxiety is over the top."
3: hot green tea with honey: highly recommended.
4: avocados!
5: more green tea, please

 

[Lionheart]

I think I am doing better than ever, despite a few struggles.
My father had love confused with pity and I think he sabotaged himself because of that confusion.
I think I am stronger than I ever imagined.
I think love is still the most healing energy available.
I think every little thing is going to be alright.

 

[Anrish]

1. @corvidae : Thank you! Hugs back to you. :hug:
2. Laughed tears at the Comedian's show yesterday. :roflmao::hilarious:
3. Looking forward to my breakfast. :hungry:
4. Need a long running trouser - but I hate to go shopping...:alien:
5. Still tired but too tense to sleep. :meh:

 

[Ronin]

1. @Junebug, no that's prioritizing your living space & getting a clean bathroom :D Cheers.
2. I still can't even with how much useless people here delayed all four of us. FFS. Okay. Anger out.
3. S.T. & Other Sistah are both safe so all the thanks to whoever Higher Power and sitting down.
4. Still no idea what the hell with nutrition. More research.
5. More watching cows & other cute things in the universe.

 

[Ronin]

Also welcome @srna :)

Glad you come talk to us.

 

[Deleted member 29920]

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