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5 Things I'm Thinking Today

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Ice storm again!
Don't they realize that I can't afford to turn on the heat?
I have to call them today.
My 3 year old scar on my back from back surgery started weeping and it feels like something sharpish is in there.
There are a couple of bubble on it and I'm a little worried.
 
1. didnt do what i was supposed to today, even though i dont know what that is
2. started an online relationship with someone who i dont know and i dont know what i did by accident, so i dont know what the consequences are.
3. i may be dilusional
4. im having a tough time understanding
5. i may be having dilusions, and what if that is true and im truly f'd
 
I am thinking that I am cleansed of the past in some sense, ... I find this hard to explain.
I am thinking I found a safe place inside my heart, a place not everyone can touch.
I think I am finding balance in my life finally.
I think there is much peace and wisdom in silent stillness.
I think I have reached a spiritual milestone, but again find it hard to explain with simple words.
 
I think I am hurting too bad this morning to hug...but thanks for the thought...as I groan turning over in bed.
And with your creaking..and the door creaking..I am getting paranoid not knowing if you have really left the room. Maybe you are standing there laughing and my back hurts too bad to look and see if you are still there.
Would love to see the look on the persons face answering THIS 911call!
 

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