5 Things I'm Thinking Today

[ladee]

Support @corvidae , missing you !!!

 

[corvidae]

thanks, @ladee
it's rough going at the moment.

 

[ladee]

If you would empty your PM's, or leave a space for me... would love to chat with you and see how things are.... think of you all the time, but can't talk with you.... hope things get better soon... lots of gentle hugs.

 

[corvidae]

@ladee re: PM's: i know, i know! i just don't know which ones to delete; they're all important to me...ugh. i'll see go see what i can do.

you can talk to me now, @ladee !

 

[Anrish]

1. Ashamed for having a sick day the first day after my vacation - monthly issues feel like Voodoo needles in my joints. :cry:
2. It's too hot. The flat, the outside...
3. So depressed again.
4. I'll go to work for the other four days of this week - challenge accepted.
5. Just want to hide somewhere...

 

[Deleted member 29920]

1. *offers Anrish the igloo to hide in*
2. *hides there too*
3. Dead bird :cry:
4. Feeling so lost
5. Headaches
6. ((((((((Corvidae))))))))

 

[Deleted member 37085]

1. packing for dayyyyssssss. T minus 10 days til I move to the city I've been trying to get...

Amazing! @TLIB! A new place in the city (for all of your efforts are paying off!) and now a new job to boot. WooHoo! I am ecstatic for you right now! You rock!

Lookin' somewhere with @Anrish and @CJ and finding igloo, for place to hide;
Feeling like on hamster wheel, can't seem to get off;
It's Monday, need to walk for a mile or two, shall see, it's early still and it's Monday!
Trying to establish a better more healthier mental attitude of gratitiude at 8:40 a.m. this a.m. (whew!)
Looking ahead to tomorrow:) and being physically able to go work out in newer weight/exercise room and hang out w/acquaintances uh-huh! Whoa, now there's the gratitude - that I can walk and work out! :joyful:

@MariaY I share your devastation over the fact that summer is coming entirel...

Me too, I hate the heat as well and wish for fall and summer just got here! So very nice to know I'm not alone.

 

[Chiqui]

@JadesJewel @expectingbetter :hug:
No, you are not alone on this. I have been semi crazy for the last two days. I got very angry with the heat. Cold shower before bed, a damp towell on my head and all the windows open :eek:
It had been rainning today, thanks...cooler
I just think on me soaking in the sea :D
Taking photographs of my plants and drawing them after. Good for my mind
How could I dare think on giving up smokes?
Better that than start to kill people ( someone said the same here few days ago)
I am nervious about tomorrow morning. Its a farewell meeting with the girls of the workshop. I ALWAYS avoid this things, but may be tomorrow....:oops::alien:

1. Ashamed for having a sick day the first day after my vacation - monthly issues feel like Voodoo needl...

Oh nooo!!! Hope you feel better soon :hug:

 

[Deleted member 37085]

@JadesJewel @expectingbetter :hug:
No, you are not alone on this...

You know @MariaY I am hoping that your farewell meeting goes well and does not make you nervous. I too don't like goodbye's myself either and I understand your feeling this way. And I only quit smoking because I couldn't get the smoke that I'd inhaled to go down my windpipe (seriously) that is the only reason I quit!

And you and I have something in common for I was born in San Diego and I love the ocean, I miss it and would love to soak in the sea, oh yes I would @MariaY.

And like you I abhore the heat! When younger, use to sit out in the sun and bake like a loaded potato, good grief. And now the heat is so suffocating and can't stand it either. And a cold shower is sounding good right about now, if I can only force myself to do so, lol. Good to hear that it rained today where you are. Yeaaahhh!

 

[Chiqui]

I am hoping that your farewell meeting goes well and does not make you nervous. I too don't like goodbye's myself either and I understand your feeling this way.

Oh, thanks @JadesJewel. The thing in here it is I am afraid of the small talk, people asking me personal things and I replying on some f*ck off style :eek: Probably will stay up half of the night. It is a chagellenge I would like to take...and feel sucessfull too:inlove: lets see
I was born near the sea, too...also I could stay under the sun all day long. But not any more
Lol, thats a good reason for giving up smoking!!
Yeah, go for it, may be not completely cold, but something. I have avoid selfcare for so long that I have to remainder myself that there are easy ways to feel better (painkillers, damp cold towells, doctors, radio programs, plants, people :geek::tup:
Thanks for the good wishes
I will tell tomorrow

 

[ThisLifeIsBeautiful]

1) day 36 of being weed free. I was FBI fingerprinted and background checked for this new job... but it seems no drug test?! wtf? but i shall wait and see what happens. don't want any shitty surprises. i miss it BAD tho. this girl has not quit foreva. 90 days and benefits later -- you better believe i'll be high as a kite!!!
2) i'm still so thankful for my T. so happy i'm making progress. EMDR is lit.
3) i may have consumed a bottle of champagne and several shots of vodka tonight and could be drunk af. hahahaaa
4) the nightmares won't end. i hope M (old boss/ ex shittest friend eva) rots in Hades.
5) i miss @SophiaWisdom - hope your well sista

 

[Naoru]

1 What is this positive crap coming out of my mouth?
2 About time for another move. Stateside job?
3 Kin no Kura :D
4 Bye bye T.
5 Is this better or another cycle or are we playing pretend?
6 Missed you all.