5 Things I'm Thinking Today

[Anrish]

1. Headache a bit better but still feeling dizzy.
2. I hope my doc will give me a sicknote for the whole week - I need that time to recover and sort myself.
3. Fun fact: I understand math when my head hurts.
4. Just booked a hotel for the medieval festival next year.
5. I need an idea for writing...

 

[DharmaGirl]

medieval festival next year

I really, really want to go to one of these. I have never been. Maybe I will look it up.

@Rain, you will find that now you can do anything you need to. When I bought this house, I learned how to do plumbing and how to fix things, and hook up internet, etc...it seems when you have to do it yourself, you learn.

 

[Anrish]

@DharmaGirl : Mittelalterlich Phantasie Spectaculum 2017 (That's the one where Cleo and I will go to. The homepage is only in German, I'm sorry. )

 

[Deleted member 12723]

Thank you for the encouragement, @DharmaGirl :happy:
Very off sorts of feelings this morning:meh:
It looks like my friend may reschedule today, later on due to lack of sleep, am actually fine with this:meh:
Hoping that my spirit will still rise today:)
I have the time to slowly wake up and to begin feeling better after my coffee:coffee::coffee::coffee:

 

[moshpitmunkey]

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[Justmehere]

1.) what do I do now?
2.) how do I do this?
3.) why did I step up to organize a hiking trip with friends that everyone going said they wanted to do, rather passionately and excitedly, and asked me to organize, thanked me for organizing, and yet it requires someone to drive to get there, and everyone else drives, and but don't? What was I thinking? Stupid me. I'm gonna plan the trips that do not require someone to drive to get there in the future. Then at least I can get my own self there.
4.) is anyone going to step up and being willing to drive us there? Uh no? Then um, peoples, the trip won't happen. That's ok with me. It happens. Please don't complain to me, about the hardships of driving, the girl who longs to drive so badly, can't due to disability. If you don't want to, that's fine. Just say you don't. But complaining that driving 1 hour is oh so hard is like complaining how reading a book visually is oh so hard to someone who is blind. Like really? Pffft. If no one is willing to drive then the trip won't happen. That's that. Be adults about it. Just accept it.
5.) these people are not adults. I need to find adult friends. :/

 

[DharmaGirl]

@Anrish, thank you for the link, I enjoyed it. We have a Country Fair about 100 miles from here, and I have always wanted to go. I am going to make plans to go, and just go. I can outfit my van to sleep in, since I sold my camper, and I will enjoy!

1. I am overcoming the weeds!
2. I am mostly feeling better, but easily triggered and stressed.
3. I can't wait until I can get a part-time job. Not that I can work, but stranger things have happened.
4. I am getting physically stronger.
5. Too bad you need a rooster to breed chickens. I don't like roosters and I have the scars to show why.

 

[Justmehere]

1.) adults are beginning to adult when I casually made it clear someone's gotta drive for the trip or we are not going. So yeah. Nice that worked out. Pretty sad when *I* am the adult in the room. Really. Have you met me? Sigh.
2.) found out a church is revamping its lack of welcoming people with disabilities well, even when their heart is in the right place, because I made a big stink. A BIG stink.
3.) my inner child is giddy about 1 and 2.
4.) feeling pretty mama bear-ish about anyone who is struggling around me today. Not acting on it, because there isn't much need at the moment, but feeling it. hmm.
5.) humans are silly and sometimes so stupid about people with disabilities. Just watched a guy lean on someone else's wheelchair without permission and the guy in the wheelchair couldn't get his attention at first to get him to stop leaning so he could go. I walked over and distracted the leaner to get them to walk towards me.... which allowed the guy in the wheelchair to move on and save face. Think humans! Use that noggin on your head.

 

[Deleted member 12723]

Not going out today but on Monday with a good friend.:D
It worked out for both of us.
Going to go and dig out some of my old drawings.
That should be fun.
I am feeling so much better after talking with another friend who is going through something similar.

 

[Ronin]

1) @Anrish, I get that bit about math. I understand most sciences the most when I'm in a damned strong pressure & time pressure.
2) It's all just time.
3) I have no idea what to do about the jobs.
4) Let's not think about it.
5) Fairytales of broken dreams for no longer present babies.

 

[Anrish]

@DharmaGirl : Enjoy the festival! I only have good memories from similar events! :hug:

@Ronin : Thank you for understanding about the maths. :giggle:

 

[Ronin]

1. So that's one more place that's not hiring.
2. Nevermind, -move-. Let's check the others.
3. The post.
4. /Move./ Thoughts about anything that ain't day's goals post-f*cking-poned.
5. Still on yesterday's sight. That old lady's look was legit horrifying. Saw so many like that in violence-torn shitholes and it just so doesn't belong here and - (... /move./)