5 Things I'm Thinking Today

[BM2A]

1. Time to admit that I have some serious issues with feelings.
2. I dont feel enough. For so long. I need to catch them before I go from feeling nothing to feeling everything in a an explosion
3. I know I have a lot of painful feelings in there.
4. At age 35 im only just realising how bad this got
5. Its not sadness. Its painful and twisted like grief? And self blame.

Sorry this is pretty deep for a saturday morning :(:cry::confused:

 

[Anrish]

1. I left my room and visited a town. Wow.
2. Town was not so impressive. The city centers all look the same somehow.
3. Weather became a bit better during the day.
4. I took a nap and it was like Ture was sitting on the bed and gently touching my hair.
5. Pain is still there. Gnah.

 

[Chiqui]

What I am going to do this afternoon? A walks and some watercolor? Watched the Big Bang Theory? All above, I guess.
Nice meal
Love this group
Lovely day, sunny
I am sleeping tons of hours, non stop (more than ten!)

 

[Muttly]

@Chiqui I love Big Bang Theory

1) tempted to text my therapist
2) then again, I don't want to be a problem
3) must do laundry
4) I would rather run away
5) sun is still out. that's nice

 

[Chiqui]

@Muttly :happy::happy: It is my favorite, and Sheldom goes on top. I find lots of similarities between his caracter and myself :eek::D

 

[Anrish]

1. Still pain...
2. More snow outside!
3. I will go for a nice and long run.
4. First finish the book.
5. I do not want to go home on Tuesday. :(

 

[jaccat]

It seems I'm in for another stretch of weird and violent dreams. And it started off with a good one, too.
Only four more shifts until I have a week off.
The freezer is so full of pizza I can't get anything in it.
Sometimes, all the conversations on this site seem to be poking at one of my issues.
Ugh, relationships.

 

[Akhos]

Extended family meal thing today - urghhh.
Genuinely going to park facing outwards for a quick escape
Found a nice laser engraved keyring for an xmas present
In one womans arms wishing I was in anothers right now
New headset arriving today - my pressie to myself

 

[Chiqui]

Awaked at 3:00 am
Went for a long walk at 7:30
Back home at 11 am
Now I feel sleeping
How could I even get hired with my random sleep?

 

[Upside Down Eagle]

1. I want a bathtub so bad!! :( :cry:
2. Freaking dysphoria is killing me today.
3. I have cotton-candy-for-brains
4. Body feels more like a chunk of wood
5. Today is going to be a challenge...

 

[Deleted member 12723]

I do not want to go home on Tuesday. :(

Awwww I am so sorry to hear this, I hope that you feel better soon.:hug::hug::hug:

 

[Muttly]

Genuinely going to park facing outwards for a quick escape

Good plan. And feel free to use it.

1) whew. Body hurts today
2) Head is a little clearer though
3) do I have it in me to go all the way out there
4) well this just sucks
5) ok, let's try this again. 3 meals today.