5 Things I'm Thinking Today

[ninja]

1. I am mourning.
2. I am a real human being. I am not a bad person.
3. I would like to crawl into the side of a mountain and hide out there.
4. I look forward to a time when I am not so self-involved, but I am learning that being self-involved is not inherently a bad thing. I am learning and growing from it, in order to heal and to become a better listener. A better friend, a better person I hope.

 

[Deleted member 12723]

My oldest grandson turned eighteen years old today and is officially an adult.:happy::hug:
I wonder if he feels emancipated finally, I wonder if he feels different being free to do anything?:woot:
I have an awesome forum family here, being here for me today in my sadness.:D:inlove::inlove::inlove:
I wonder how much time it will take for my grandson to become free of the lies told to him by his mother?:cautious:
When will he become brave enough to contact me again? This I wonder a lot.:joyful::joyful::joyful:

 

[intothelight]

Setting appointments today....for me.:eek:
Finishing step two of the project.
Setting up projects for the next six weeks and breaking them down into simple steps. Less overwhelming that way.
Guess I'll find my place in time or perhaps the place you are to be is exactly where you are in the moment?
If I am not happy in the moment or the next, maybe its time to shake it up radically.

 

[Deleted member 29920]

1. Not enough salt :wtf::O_o:
2. Too much salt! :wideeyed::eek:
3. *shrug* I is hungry :hungry:
4. Waterwaterwater!!!!!!!!
5. :rolleyes:

 

[jaccat]

After meaning to for about a year, I finally did some baking for my work colleagues, and they liked it.
Need to really think about why baking is so hard for me when I used to love it so.
I'm annoyed that I managed to go all day without hurting myself on those stupid boxes, then one split my thumb as I was packing up to go home.
How can I be excited and terrifed about the same thing at the same time?
I'm really tempted to go for a drastic cut at the hairdressers tomorrow. Time for a change, I think.

 

[Anrish]

1. ...all Christmas presents bought! CHECK!
2. Where to continue now?
3. Chocolate...
4. Packing stuff.
5. Need something exciting to read...

 

[420kitty]

a) Yay, I have today off!
b) What will I do today?
c) My back hurts.
d) Thinking about creating a hobby company.
e) I should create new recipes for a future business.

Sweetness, aaall your unwanted baklavas would be well homed with me. ;)

Me too!!!

 

[Rani G2]

Please freeze the mind. Bullsh*

Weights weights weights...got some aggression out of the system

Yoga is helpful

Ellert nijenhuis!!!!!!


No mental diarrhea

 

[Ronin]

1. I have no f*cking idea what to do with any of it.
2. Hey, 1984? It's supposed to be 2017, move.
3. Just the sea.

 

[Chiqui]

Total exposure at art exhibition

I am so tired. Leg hurts

Tomorrow again. I have a good time, I guess. Often dissasociated. Crows are expected tomorrow, so more dissasociation to deal with.

No very happy, Bit sad. Splited. Unconforted.

Hope I would be able to cop. Big brekfsr planned for early morning. It will help.

 

[Deleted member 29920]

1. I'm isolating but also feeling really lonely
2. I don't know how to be with anyone but her
3. I don't want to
4. I'm worried I never will
5. Going to hide more

 

[Ronin]

1. If you want to ask... don't.
2. @LilLynx, that's depression & belonging issues & attachment & abuse talking. You know how to be with anyone in the world of your choosing. Maybe not right now; but you do, and you will know that just fine.
3. God provides. I just need to BOLO. And -not- get lost, however tempted.