5 Things I'm Thinking Today

[Recovery4Me]

• Emotional regulation is returning. Relief to be out of flashback mode.
• Leaving shame of having PTSD Symptoms behind within the year of 2017
• Moving into a city highrise and will attempt to reconnect to mainstream
• 2018 will be the year of my reemergence
• I expect to have some crash and burns but mostly I expect to break my yoke of isolation.

 

[expectingbetter]

1. Please be a lucky day today :x3:
2. Yearn for some warm feelings, I hope I'll get some soon :inlove:
3. Beautiful sunny day
4. Vulnerabilities
5. Ouch :shy:

 

[Deleted member 29920]

1. Why is the sky so dark? :grumpy:
2. Do I have to move away in order to be safe?
3. Will next year be better for me?
4. Why am I so stupid?
5. Should I buy a crystal ball?!?!?!?

 

[Lionheart]

When I fly mad, I am vehemently so, but I also get over it pretty fast, (I think).
I wish I was not so easily hurt, but being super sensitive seems to be my nature.
I hope my sister and I can stop smoking soon.
Gonna be a cold day here today.
I am hungry.

 

[intothelight]

1. Setting up the robot vacuum the kids got me for Christmas. Has to be one heck of a product to handle the hair of three Newfs.:rolleyes:
2. Making a healthy vegetarian lunch from scratch as we need to lighten up from the heavy Christmas leftovers.
3. Pulled out the Carhart coveralls for today. These things are over 30 years old and when my husband outgrew them I claimed them and they are the best for really cold weather. Now how many layers can I put underneath???
4. No ready to put the Christmas stuff away yet as I enjoy the smell of the tree and the lights. Was too stressed before Christmas with getting everything ready just to enjoy it.
5. Guess I take my dogs to the bathroom so they figure they can go with me, but a Newf in the shower is not cool.:eek:

 

[Tinyflame]

@LilLynx Thank you thankfully yes it was ok. :notworthy::notworthy::notworthy::notworthy::notworthy::notworthy:
:hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug:

 

[Deleted member 12723]

Why am I so stupid?

You are not:wideeyed::hug::hug::hug: You are a bright person.

. Setting up the robot vacuum the kids got me for Christmas. Has to be one heck of a product to handle the hair of three Newfs.:rolleyes:

That was so very thoughtful and I hope it cuts you a real break from vacumning.:happy::hug:

Had a godawful vivid nightmare last night.:wideeyed::wideeyed::wideeyed:
Trying to get the bad mojo out and away from me today from it.:mad::mad::(
I ate a good breakfast and lit a candle, turned on the music and took something for anxiety and lit three incence.:tup:
Giving myself an extra hour to acclimate.:tup:
Trying to turn this around some:whistling::tup:

 

[Muttly]

@intothelight When I had one newf and two cats, I couldn't find a vacuum that could handle the hair. Good luck
@LilLynx you are not stupid. You are learning and struggling with life issues, that just makes you human

1) Bah, my body has rebelled. The chronic pain, my knee, and now I'm sick. I want to trade it in for a new model
2) I wonder if I have sick leave yet. I may.
3) Therapy was interesting. I'm surprised my therp encouraged me to get a bat. Huh
4) bah
5) the special pup is *still* outside. She must be having fun

 

[jaccat]

I don't do New Year's resolutions, but I'm sitting here making a plan for the next year.
Somehow I've moved on from browsing house websites to working out costs.
This is way too much adulting for a day off.
I think I'll take down the Christmas tree tomorrow. It's getting on my nerves.
I think I've experienced every emotion this week.

 

[Crow]

1. Up since 4 & moving. Getting tired.
2. Another hour and I'll have the dishes all washed. Really want to get the dishwasher repaired.
3. Beautiful cold day outside.
4. Remembered to feed the plant.
5. Chair/sitting workouts is the way to go for a while.

 

[Deleted member 12723]

I think I'll take down the Christmas tree tomorrow. It's getting on my nerves.

That is what I am doing for the same reason.:)

 

[Deleted member 29920]

@Junebug Glad to hear this :hug:
@Rain thank you :notworthy: I just often feel stupid for ending up in the situations I ended up in :sour:
@Muttly thank you, I'll try to remember it :notworthy: