5 Things I'm Thinking Today

[mumstheword]

1.suicide is a shit thing to do
2.Thank you Dad, that you didn't do it when you struggled with S/i when I was growing up
3.I'm sick and tired of losing my community to suicide
4.this f*cking hurts.
5.please let my friend Pete be the last one.

 

[Rani G2]

Trigger aftermath lessoning...
Homesick
Miss the sea
Miss temples
Want to smell the sea

 

[Justmehere]

:hug: @mumstheword - so sorry for your loss. :(

 

[mumstheword]

Thank you @Justmehere , yep the tears keep flowing:cry:. I appreciate the condolences though

 

[Rani G2]

Sending support @mumstheword.

 

[mumstheword]

Thank you @PURUSHA , it helps, it really does:hug:

 

[DharmaGirl]

I'm so sorry for your loss, @mumstheword, I am having suicidal thoughts again and this is just another reason why I won't ever do it. Ever! I realize that my pain and suffering will just become someone elses.

1. I really think posting here saves lots of lives.
2. I have too many chickens and have to decide who to keep. Except for Little Ladee she will always have a home with me.
3. I have a fever.
4. I'm going to put together my new coop today. I've painted it and sealed the wood. All I have left is the run.
5. I have to make sure everything is square.

 

[Deleted member 44579]

Hi @mumstheword I'm sorry you lost your friend. I don't know why this happens.. Or why people think it will solve all their problems.
I have never understood it.

Especially the pain it causes friends and family. Hope you as well as you can be. Big hugs... X

 

[Muttly]

@mumstheword I am so sorry for your loss. It's such a painful thing to deal with. Please be gentle with yourself.

1) So, I got a new job. :)
2) Somehow, now that I've put in my notice at my old job, I'm convinced I don't really have the new job. Hahahaha... brain you are evil
3) I didn't sleep last night because I forgot to take my meds. Explains how much pain I was in too
4) sudden overwhelming anxiety. wtf?
5) cant think

 

[Rani G2]

Grief Overload

Crying drama, inner battle fields, thoughts vs thoughts


Listen brain, I'm gonna put some sunshine in there...

Smells like rotten fish, that guys shoes

What happens after death? She asks, well never met anyone who came back

 

[Still Standing]

1. I am tired
2. My little office space is a refuge
3. Wish hubby would work in his office and not in the living room.
4. I need to keep moving into my new design area.
5. I would like to get in the car, again, and just drive and drive.

 

[Teasel]

¤ Feel bad. Kind of dead with bursts of upset.
¤ Used the cast iron skillet for the first time.
¤ It's a beast that'll take a bit of getting used to.
¤ Makes things nice n crispy but also heats in just one area so I spose I should move the pan around a bit.
¤ Should get together some oomph for self care stuff.