5 Things I'm Thinking Today

[Tinyflame]

Oh @Deanna good luck tomorrow, that is hard on you too, but glad you have extended-family of sorts. That will mean much to them. You were/ are obviously a very good friend. :(:hug:

Oh haha, no, not a relationship, just a means to try to heal. But thanks anyway. I'm quite avoidant, anyway, and relationships at my age are basically: "Do you want to hook up?" Guess they're too old to waste time, lol.

You are not a bonehead lol :laugh: But it made me laugh, thank you. :):hug:

 

[Ronin]

the memorial for my friend is tomorrow..and I'm going with her relative so in a way.. Family.

Strength, for all of you.

May you find a soothing time, even amidst loss.

 

[Ronin]

1) Between that effed archeology and Finnish conjugations :dead:
2) Think grey spots in vision should be improvement
3) V and fic
4) B and insurance
5) Me and old insurance :banghead:
6) Cinco & Drinks

 

[ChildofGod]

unconditional love
unconditional forgiveness
unconditional compassion
total clarity
feeling hope/loved

 

[Ronin]

1) Moron, can't call her, she's dead.
2) ... Them neither, busy.
3) & That trigger is f*cking stupid.
4) What would he say to any of... nvm. Hed get me to docs for (Sunday? & Wed before that) and Im not doing that.
5) Definition of a conundrum: What would totally help is drinking, and you cant drink on it, because you need to help it.

 

[Muttly]

It's late but sending gentle thoughts your way @Deanna

@Ronin Think of triggers like the weather. We don't get to choose them. They happen. So no point in labeling them as stupid

1) Oh, I should go to the library
2) I can't need back surgery so everything is fine :)
3) Pleased about that appointment today. It would be me doing what I wanted to do. Nervous too. Working with an owner instead of alone
4) What that lady said got to me a bit which is annoying
5) yeah, I know. work on eating

 

[Lionheart]

My health could be better.
Tramadol does not ease my pain.
I can't wait to see my doctor again.
I feel old and lonely a lot of the time.
I miss my family.

 

[Ronin]

@Ronin Think of triggers like the weather. We don't get to choose them. They happen. So no point in labeling them as stupid

Best damn analogy ever. :D
Some thing I can even get, on that emotional, self beating level.

 

[ChildofGod]

authenticity
real leadership skills
"common" decency
selflessness
biases

 

[Lionheart]

I think I am getting old before my time.
I think my disability may be permanent.
I think it is cool that I have an INFJ personality (1-2% of the population).
Life has been difficult for me this past year or two.
I am much stronger than I have ever given myself credit for.

 

[Muttly]

Best damn analogy ever. :D
Some thing I can even get, on that emotional, self beating level.

And a couple days ago I thought about our conversation and reminded myself of the same analogy.

1) Finding hard to be here. Feel like I have to be all serious and work on issues and I just don't have that in me. But being disconnected from others is an issue right now and realizing I can be here and just do the social stuff
2) that was a long number 1
3) trying to figure out logistics
4) waiting waiting and more waiting. it's making me insane
5) do I break the rules?

 

[Teasel]

1☆ Thinking on synthesised happiness. And how is it good or bad or neither. Like it's nice to feel happy. But if that keeps you happy in your bad situation is that good? But feeling bad in a bad situation that can't get out of just yet makes it seem like a good thing. Anyways..
2☆ Might be liking these antidepressants, do seem to be doing better than I was. But then my brain ain't so hot on remembering everything all at the same time so who knows. But I reread my diary from the past few weeks and it defo sounds like I'm doing better than of late.
3☆ enjoying cross stitch.
4☆ blood sugar coming down again.
5☆ walk tomorrow.