mycrazytrain
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Maybe some people here will understand where these thoughts come from, from looking from the outside of your loved ones journey. Although I can not fully understand that journey, what I wish is that the journey will end and a peace will grace their life. So these were my thoughts for the day.
A bout of a journey
I know you’ve been places you never wanted to go
You’ve had those overwhelming injuries that offended you so
You feel like you’re going down that rabbit hole
A childhood of struggle that should never have been
How it was a free for all brawl no escape for you at all
Not knowing how to get out of that place
Rage turned inward trying to please someone who can never be pleased
Taking an imaginary excursion to a happier, more hopeful place
Hoping at least for a while it will erase
The anger and loss seem at times to have you all filled up
The relentless reminder in your head that you’re not the same
As everyone and you are to blame
Yelling and screaming inside and beating yourself up
Filling yourself up with irrational thought
That record plays over and over the thoughts you can’t stop
Stillness in your head is all that could make it stop
Trying to make sense in spite of it all
Pushing those thoughts away and standing up tall
Remaining connected not building a wall
Grasping the truth there is nothing wrong with you at all
The things in the past don’t have to define you at completely
Filling your life with that sweet song
Dropping that anchor you’ve held on to for so long
Living the life that was meant to be
Time to plant that living tree
A bout of a journey
I know you’ve been places you never wanted to go
You’ve had those overwhelming injuries that offended you so
You feel like you’re going down that rabbit hole
A childhood of struggle that should never have been
How it was a free for all brawl no escape for you at all
Not knowing how to get out of that place
Rage turned inward trying to please someone who can never be pleased
Taking an imaginary excursion to a happier, more hopeful place
Hoping at least for a while it will erase
The anger and loss seem at times to have you all filled up
The relentless reminder in your head that you’re not the same
As everyone and you are to blame
Yelling and screaming inside and beating yourself up
Filling yourself up with irrational thought
That record plays over and over the thoughts you can’t stop
Stillness in your head is all that could make it stop
Trying to make sense in spite of it all
Pushing those thoughts away and standing up tall
Remaining connected not building a wall
Grasping the truth there is nothing wrong with you at all
The things in the past don’t have to define you at completely
Filling your life with that sweet song
Dropping that anchor you’ve held on to for so long
Living the life that was meant to be
Time to plant that living tree
