Hello pals. I'm a few hours away from what I feel will be a failure of a mental exam from the Social Security Administration. I am amped up already, having just received my Statement of the Case a year and 3 months late, which shows nothing but blatant disregard for the obvious ailments I have. In plain english they admit I have several mental disabilities but that my report was uncredible and exaggerated.
I seen dead children, women, young men, all who were non combatants. They came through my gate, I had to see them because my job was to make positive there was no concealed explosives. After our own troops had thrown grenades into chow halls and such shit, we were under direct orders to not take chances and to be thorough. We were hammered with mortars at times multiple strikes. It was f*cking stressful and changed me forever, and I am not even going to go into the personal assault that has left me still to this day terrified of water. I am an agoraphobic wreck and I have to take 1500 mg of anti seizure medicine just to keep from being too aggressive, but as of late the anger is breaking through and I'm starting to slip.
I need a real solution. I honestly think I have been blacklisted by the system and I will never see resolution.
I seen dead children, women, young men, all who were non combatants. They came through my gate, I had to see them because my job was to make positive there was no concealed explosives. After our own troops had thrown grenades into chow halls and such shit, we were under direct orders to not take chances and to be thorough. We were hammered with mortars at times multiple strikes. It was f*cking stressful and changed me forever, and I am not even going to go into the personal assault that has left me still to this day terrified of water. I am an agoraphobic wreck and I have to take 1500 mg of anti seizure medicine just to keep from being too aggressive, but as of late the anger is breaking through and I'm starting to slip.
I need a real solution. I honestly think I have been blacklisted by the system and I will never see resolution.