Sufferer Also Seeking Help..... : (

[Mary Burgess]

I am a 55 year old lesbian also in much need of support and recovery.

I have not yet been diagnosed with PTSD, but after much reading, the symptoms are very clear. I have a history of physical abuse as a child, and have very low self esteem.

Relationships are almost impossible, and I am thinking that maybe I should abstain from them. I keep falling in love with women who can't/won't love me back, the last breakup too painful for words.

I will be off to the counselor in just a few hours. Tired of being angry, depressed, not thinking well of myself. I am here for some upliftment, hope, and tips for recovery
thanks!

 

[Deleted member 14359]

Hi Mary

Well done for joining, I have no doubt you will find heeps of support here.

Im in the UK, I went to make Dr the other day to have a general chat and get more pills and I asked whether I need to be diagnosed. She said no, only if I need it for some kind of legal reason. I guess there is no point in labelling yourself if you dont need to.

How long have been with counsellor, is it helping?

Stay strong, be safe :)

 

[Mary Burgess]

Thanks - saw counselor yesterday - HUGE help and encouragement!!!! We are going to do some hypnosis, and the eye movement thing. THANK YOU for your support!

 

[Deleted member 14359]

Mary

Cool, you seem to have support in place and it is working. I guess you just need to keep your head and keep up the battle, as tough as it can be sometimes. Well done

 

[Mary Burgess]

Btw, I noticed that the tag beside my name says 'undiagnosed' - the psychotherapist I saw yesterday assured me that I did have ptsd : (