yes i have an appointment in a few weeks from now and not sure if im hallucinating, or if im being harrassed by spirits, or if im skitzo, or whats going on.... my guess is probably a little bit of each thing.... actually a lot of each thing. its been going on constantly all day today. i keep hearing faint whispers but i can never understand what its saying, when i try to drown it out with other noises it seems to become even more noticeable. things keep turning on and off by themselves. im on antidepressants, i dont think im depressed anymore, i just have all this psychotic stuff going on. i was diagnosed with ptsd but that was a while ago before all this other stuff started happening. i have a lot of skitzophrenic symtoms.... however people who are skitzo usually undersstand what the voices are saying to them. since i cant understand the voices does that mean i dont have it? i worry that as time goes on i might start understanding them... but i dont really want to understand them... id like for them to just shut up. i hearing a buzzing sounds too and im terrified of bugs, but the buzzing sound comes from a distance, its not right in my ear like tinnitus would be. it feels like someone is lightly brushing there hand over my body.... in different spots... all throughout the day. i startle and scream over my own tactile hallucinitions sometimes. thats what makes me feel like a total nut job more than anything. and it seems like everyday just vanishes before my eyes. it seems like an hour went by but the whole day is already over. thats how every day goes lately. i also have depersonalization, like sometimes when im looking in the mirror i feel like im not inside my body, and like im observing myself from outside my body, kinda doesnt feel like its me moving my body, but i know it is. i dont know why all this is happening or how to help it? im going to see a psychiatrist but have to wait a few weeks for the appointment.
The voices could also be due to different parts trying to communicate stuff, even if you don't clearly hear them (I experience these "voices" more like thoughts that are not mine). The tactile hallucinations could also be body memories--flashbacks. The seeing your body from far away/up above sounds like depersonalization... I've experienced them all. My therapist, who is a ptsd/trauma therapist is getting consultation from a specialist in dissociative disorders so she can help me better.
Sending love 💜.