Am I The Only One Who....

[ladee]

Thanks for not spelling out the 'S' word.... a knot in my stomach.:arghh;
I rarely pay any attention to my body.. except for my back and knees, constant pain... but that is interesting that you have physical problems after.... maybe others here will relate...

 

[ladee]

Who has to make sure all the bills in my wallet are facing the same way.
Who gets upset every time I am handed the receipt with my change....:banghead:

 

[UnKnown-Self]

@ladee have to admit the word doesn't bother me but the action will drive me bats. Especially if I'm in a restaurant and someone is ... You know... Beverage, soup whatever.... Total button pusher!

Not only do the bills have to be facing the same way but right side up and in denomination order.

Keep the receipt! Now I will either have to look for a trash can or put it in my purse with the ever growing collection because I rarely find the trash can.

 

[desiderata310]

decide to just not eat. There's nothing in the house and I can't bring myself to leave.
No clean underwear because I've forgotten to move it from the washer to the dryer.
The only reason the dog is fed is because he pesters me till I move.
The only reason there isn't a stinking litter box is that the cat decided that it was time to start pooping outside because it took me too long to clean the box.
The only reason there's toilet paper in the bathroom is because I bought enough to last through the apocalypse

I start a project at work and get lost in thought and wake up to my clock saying it's 2 pm. Charlie's helped a bit with that: he breaks up the day because he has to pee every two hours and he makes noise and moves around and bumps me... but there are days that I don't move till he complains that he has to pee. Jesus... I just realized that's something else he does for me. Not sure that qualifies as a task.
I was proud that I had managed to pay my bills last month until I realized that I had forgotten the water bill... even though it's not moved from the place it was sitting on the counter when it came last month and it was never checked off the list.

 

[Forgetful]

Am I the only one who's supporter hasn't got any idea on how to be supportive?

At the moment there are things I will no longer talk to him about. Ex - the impending death of my only friend. I will not mention her again until she passes.


My entire support system is my Pdoc, therapist and you kind folk. My mom too but only if I bring it up, which I guess is good

 

[UnKnown-Self]

@Snafu
The only support I have is here... My pdoc is for meds and my T is too new.

Hang in there you are not the only one

 

[UnKnown-Self]

Am I the only one who's only true friend is their dog.

 

[UnKnown-Self]

Am I the only one who commutes to work and keeps my ear buds in even if I don't have music playing just so no one will talk to me?

 

[ladee]

Love that one @Alice.in.Wonderland , going to remember this one ! Thanks

 

[Forgetful]

@ Alice in Wonderland I use my ear buds when shopping for food. Sometimes wit out music too

 

[Silent one]

Am I the only one who wishes I had a physical disease instead of PTSD so people could see my illness?

 

[Silent one]

Am I the only one who has a tool box filled with coping strategies that rarely work?

Am I the only one being told to try harder when I am already giving all I have to get better?