This morning, I have an appointment at the Social Security office to file for disability benefits. I've been dreading this. I'm anxious about sitting for an hour or more with a stranger and having to try to explain what's been going on with me for the last several years. Also, putting my application together has taken a significant amount of time and energy lately and, once I've filed, this "project" will for now be complete. I think working on it helped me feel like I was doing somethingto put my life back together, apart from my constant work on my mental health. So, I'm also anxious about finding a new way to work on regaining some small amount of control over my life.