Any people who escaped felons, human trafficers,and satanists out here ?

[Polim]

Original poster again, I feel it was an act of sabotage due to the fact I was an intelligent child. Imagine trying to accomplish anything to attain significance when some idiot will always be behind you saying "I know what happened" and unleashing a stupid ball of wax you could go on forever about. Controversy literally also can kill a persons potential, and justices apathy.. does not take it in parts. Justice? hence a fascination with it, but I am not a man and quite small. Plus I am aging and physical health matters are being dealt with but improving thankfully. Never the less.. I should not be where I am today due to neglect. And I get pissed. I have been working harder than any of these idiots.

 

[Polim]

Vokot.. I hear you. Best therapy there is sometimes laughing at yourself, because no one else is around to share any joy anyhow and sometimes you have to make your own fun I guess..

 

[Polim]

again to Vokot- but being crazy can not put your kids through college and give them the life you wanted for them. Nor can it keep a roof over your head.

 

[Jedu]

I think I would examine the potentially flawed belief that because you were an "intelligent" child you get the whole picture. What are you really getting at with this topic cuz I'm not even sure/certain I understand it.

 

[Polim]

sabotage of the female population via rape, and abuse and neglect of justice.

 

[Polim]

Anyhow I see I can find lariats for about 50$.. I think I can hog tie. Sounds like a fun pass time anyway.
Carry a big stick and speak softly ..it is not happening again.

 

[Mowegu]

At a point I thought perhaps as my kids age they could handle bits of my truth according to the age of the abuse it occurred, feeling I had to live with the reality vs. them solely hearing it, but this also does not seem it bothers them to hear.

So you were repeating your abuse with your children? If you were raped at 4, you described your rape to them when they turned 4?

Please tell me you've stopped this practice.

 

[Ikako]

Although my suffering does not qualify me, I do empathize. (Not sympathy) I had a sister-in-law who was diagnosed with multiple personality disorder. She had childhood memories surface of satanic rituals.

Have you read the books by David ...Pelzer? "A Child Called It", etc?

If I had anything to help you I would gladly give to you. I send you cyber hugs. You are a human being. Never forget that. As a human being, you are equally deserving as everyone else. Unfortunately, that still leaves you having to do a lot of work to recover and make life better.

 

[Haba]

It's sad. That book makes me bitter. He was rescued. He found a loving family. I was jealous of that. I feel guilty for feeling that way because he did suffer so much, but so did I, and so do countless of other children who aren't rescued.

 

[Obuh]

Haven't read anything on this thread. As far as the headline goes, I'm not sure I'd use the word "escape" it's so weird I can't talk or think about it anymore. it's just so complicated. plus no one would believe it. this i know is true.

 

[Ila]

Epucob.. in short, yes.. I was 3 when my abuse started ... uncle... gg mother.. witchcraft.. brought to this country and sister indoctrinated me into ceremonies involving a beautiful satanic group.. a men's group who I will not name. They are powerful and I still have great fear of their power.. but yes. To all of the above. I experienced being sold.. I was 6.. my sister was a part of this. She was angry, reactive to her own abuse, and now she is dead at the hands of her own abuser.. I am still on my healing journey, and I hope that you are finding your way as well. I am so sorry for your pain. It's so hard when those who are supposed to protect us don't, and in fact, harm us. Stay strong.

 

[Ilugol]

I was the poster that said my step dad and mom were cult leaders and I was raised in a cult.

I am lost at where this thread is going or what this thread is about. I cannot follow it at all. Please help me understand what this thread is about or what you are seeking.