Yep, it's an atypical psychotic so hoping I'll tolerate it as I did quetiapine at lower doses. I'm hoping it has some anti-depressant quality to it as although I'm being moved over to it to stop a manic episode, I lean more towards depression and when I'm depressed I become very suicidal and self harm so don't want to go back there... It's just so scary for me having to change from meds I know work to new one I've never had before.
But as my GP said, we've got to do something - I can't go on as I am. Although I did tell him I'd rather be like this and high, happy, super productive and full of energy than low... :( I guess I've just got to take it as it comes but SOS so scared....