Hey lostforgottensoul thats a relatable name ! Cults are vile to the core, ours was called the family (children of god in 60s), which one did you survive? All the cults state what they are not so you can be sure the generation of cult members who made up the COG, all those rapists molesters abuser nazis were children of demons and my generation which was born during The Family stage, most of us had no biological families to speak of, we were raised in dysfunction added to dysfunction. So yes it sucked am sure your cult did too thats really what they are created to do...suck everyones energy... and your empathy is hugely appreciated.
Its a breath of fresh air to find this site. One always has to seek out like minded people. I had googled "athiest cult specialist therapy" and one of the links was this myptsd forum. Sweet..
Am aware of cults existing rampantly in all aspects of society...every form of fanatic belief system which imposes their beliefs based on othering for real or imaginary benefit is a cult. The only thing religion serves is politics.. control and delude the emotions, control and delude the mind, easy psychological manipulation for power. Demeaning, backwards and redundant. Imo, intelligence nurtures and is nuanced, dysfunction represses. Most people are unaware of being stuck in sabotaging childhood trauma biofeedback loops....they have not truly hit rock bottom yet.
Just being here and now is lucid and accurate doesnt require any nonsense. So impossible to a child adult with unresolved abandonment/rejection or other attachment traumas.