Hi Everyone,
I had written a little while ago as I was seeing a girl for 3 months who was sexually abused for months on end with blackout memory spots. She broke down in front of me and transposed her feelings of the guy who abused her onto me. This was literally at the beginning of the month. The first 2 weeks were an emotional roller coaster and I last contact her last week (online) to say good luck with therapy (To which she advised she dint go due to financial constraints). She asked for a months space a couple of weeks ago.
I feel I did something stupid as last night (against everyone's who cars about me advice) I called her to see how she was. She was out with some friends and I said look I still care about you and asked to meet over the weekend. She said she had been thinking about me and wanted to call me but didnt want to hurt me. She said that she would speak to me tonight about maybe meeting on the weekend (my idea).
Technically we have been broken up for a couple of weeks now. She told me last week that she will not tell me to go or stay as thats my decision as I believe she does have feelings for me but doesn't want to hurt me along the way. I know you cant tell me what to do but when I see this girl my heart melts and I am afraid if I see her I am just hurting myself again.
I had written a little while ago as I was seeing a girl for 3 months who was sexually abused for months on end with blackout memory spots. She broke down in front of me and transposed her feelings of the guy who abused her onto me. This was literally at the beginning of the month. The first 2 weeks were an emotional roller coaster and I last contact her last week (online) to say good luck with therapy (To which she advised she dint go due to financial constraints). She asked for a months space a couple of weeks ago.
I feel I did something stupid as last night (against everyone's who cars about me advice) I called her to see how she was. She was out with some friends and I said look I still care about you and asked to meet over the weekend. She said she had been thinking about me and wanted to call me but didnt want to hurt me. She said that she would speak to me tonight about maybe meeting on the weekend (my idea).
Technically we have been broken up for a couple of weeks now. She told me last week that she will not tell me to go or stay as thats my decision as I believe she does have feelings for me but doesn't want to hurt me along the way. I know you cant tell me what to do but when I see this girl my heart melts and I am afraid if I see her I am just hurting myself again.
