Mach123
MyPTSD Pro
I'm muscular and thin but often accused of being too thin. Last time I was on painkillers I was being accused of being anorexic all the time. I was often asked if men could be anorexic. I felt like I had all power because I didn't have to eat (except pillz). I love being thin everyone is so overweight and when I hear Pirelli me I'm too thin I think misery loves company and you want me to be 40lbs overweight like you because that's normal. But it's not. My face is thin so any less weight than I'm carrying now and I do quickly begin to appear "gaunt." I don't care I've been 'too big for my britches and I'll be famines if I'll go up to a 36 or 38. I was pushing that a few years ago and I hated it. If I gain weight I want it to be muscle. Your body fat % should be very low. It looks nice and you'll feel well. The therapist says I'm a little thin but so is she. My food allergies sensitivities are awful and I feel much better if I eat less. I was never able to eat for 'comfort.' It usually causes me 'discomfort.' I'm sure my eating is disordered. Good.
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