Back Into Hospital Today !!

[Deleted member 20280]

They sprayed my throat. Gave me some IV drugs, I am highly allergic to most pre meds and anaesthesia so I have no idea what they gave me.

 

[Fadeaway]

That is scary indeed.

 

[Deleted member 28403]

:hug: Laurie, hoping for you

 

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If I was too say I am scared I would be lying, i am f*cking terrified. The bleeding had abated but I have started bleeding again. This time however the bleeding is fresh not old. I just want to break down and cry :cry:

 

[Deleted member 20280]

After 3 days respite I have started bleeding again. I am not scared I am bloody terrified now.

 

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Why ?

 

[Deleted member 20280]

Why me ?

 

[Deleted member 28403]

:hug: Laurie, they can patch it up, it's gonna be okay, breathe

 

[scout86]

What @Saelben said! Relaxing and breathing helps your body heal. Work with your doctors and nurses and breath. They can handle this.

There IS no "why?". You've blamed this on poor choices. Even if that's true, it's all in the past. That's done. The future is what's ahead of you. The present is what you're dealing with now. You can make better choices now, and influence the present and the future. We're all in your corner Laurie! :hug:

 

[hodge]

:hug:s Laurie

 

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Thanks guys, your kindness is deeply appreciated.I made it to karaoke but my stomach is so sore i had to come home. This is now getting in the way of my one and only pleasure in life. :cry:

 

[hodge]

When is your surgery next week? I will be sure to keep you in my thoughts and prayers especially for that.