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I woke up in the morning and went onto my screened in porch to smoke a cigarette. Noticed that the mesh from the screen had been torn open in two spots. I was a bit concerned but my attention went elsewhere.

After I finished my cigarette I just couldn't move. I was literally "petrified". I sat there for about an hour smoking cigarette after cigarette. Until I was finally able to go back into my house.

But I was so scared that I got back into bed and slept for 6 hours! And I'm an insomniac.

I woke up at 6 pm and felt hunger pangs. Then remembered that I has not eaten since 2 nights before. I didn't want to eat but knew I had to at some point. Took me 4 hours but I finally went to the store at 10 pm.

Got home, ate a little but and immediately purged.

That's all. Just venting I guess :)
 
:hug: Just wanted to acknowledge your vent and say I too know what that petrification feels like. You're not alone.
 
@Smile, so sorry about your day. Hope tomorrow is better, or if not tomorrow, the next day, or the next day, and that at some point more of them start being better.
 
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