Ladyghosthunter
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Ever since I was a little girl, I was different. It was pointed out to me by my "new age" PTSD counsellor that I'm a Pleiades child (news to me however it could make sense).
My aura is uber strong and, even though I get along quite well with people, I can be..what's the word...well, let's just say I end up scaring people off even if I've done nothing to instigate this behaviour.
I had a celebrity friend that I was interested in and he is on a paranormal TV show. We were talking and talking and then *POW*-he makes a remark on his Facebook about PMing lots of women and such and that he appreciated this and that...
First of all, I never instigated ANY kind of relationship with him other than platonic bordering on something sacred. However in reading that, I completely lost interest and, even though he's a busy guy, I was heartbroken. I thought I was something different but, with every interest I have with men, it goes down the (insert ugly word). Apparently, he's just like the rest: loves the attention of women, loves to brag about this and that (even if he is 52) and now, after I found out that my goddaughter got assaulted today, I've made up my mind to dump him without saying a word. I'm not a w...or a s.....nor will I EVER lower myself down to such a hideous self depreciating way.
I guess I'm in tears. I cared, got crapped on and now moving on. Such as the way of things I suppose.....
My aura is uber strong and, even though I get along quite well with people, I can be..what's the word...well, let's just say I end up scaring people off even if I've done nothing to instigate this behaviour.
I had a celebrity friend that I was interested in and he is on a paranormal TV show. We were talking and talking and then *POW*-he makes a remark on his Facebook about PMing lots of women and such and that he appreciated this and that...
First of all, I never instigated ANY kind of relationship with him other than platonic bordering on something sacred. However in reading that, I completely lost interest and, even though he's a busy guy, I was heartbroken. I thought I was something different but, with every interest I have with men, it goes down the (insert ugly word). Apparently, he's just like the rest: loves the attention of women, loves to brag about this and that (even if he is 52) and now, after I found out that my goddaughter got assaulted today, I've made up my mind to dump him without saying a word. I'm not a w...or a s.....nor will I EVER lower myself down to such a hideous self depreciating way.
I guess I'm in tears. I cared, got crapped on and now moving on. Such as the way of things I suppose.....
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