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Yes, like I can't accept that characteristic of God because to me I see it as abusive and how can a loving entity be abusive
And how can someone that is the same and unchanging, you know, not be like that. Theologically, I know the answer, Jesus fulfilled God's wrath and when Jesus comes back in revelation, Jesus will be the one that's angry. But still, it's like something I can't wrap my head around.
 
Having a moment. Idk who I want to talk to about it. I'm feeling so overwhelmed with love from God and assurance about who I am and what is in my future in a positive way.

I'm also feeling guilty about leaving behind negativity. Doesn't make sense. I thought maybe it's trauma related.

Im numb so not sure.
 
Having a moment. Idk who I want to talk to about it. I'm feeling so overwhelmed with love from God and assurance about who I am and what is in my future in a positive way.

I'm also feeling guilty about leaving behind negativity. Doesn't make sense. I thought maybe it's trauma related.

Im numb so not sure.
I’d be happy to listen if you need an ear and I love God
 
Hey @Roland I really don't know what else to share besides what I did. What do you think?
It actually makes perfect sense. For good or bad, just how it is, we spend our lives in trauma and begin to identify with it. You don’t feel you **deserve** love, acceptance, it feels uncomfortable and comes as a surprise because you begin to expect rejection and negativity.
 
😭😭😭 I’m struggling so much right now. I’ve had counseling with other great people but I need my therapist from before she has a waiting list

I feel like nobody would believe my life or have mercy on me but I know God does

I need people praying for my family right now.

I’m trying to count it all joy I am covered in pain inside and out and I have a lot of responsibility right now

People at church want to help and I am so anti trust anyone

I’m working on grounding and anything I can. I need people to pray please
 
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