Yes, this containment we have to acheive in order to function makes one 'sound' terribly, terribly processed when you don't feel like it in the slightest, I know. It's funny, though because once in awhile one can recognize it as the genuine voice, through all the chaos, which is comforting as heck. I hate to begin speaking myself too awfully conceptually, but when That Voice does begin to actually belong to us maybe there's something which can be done about those other generations. There will be experience and conviction behind it.
Frustrating not to be listened to by whomever-I couldn't tell from your post whether this is the system or that previous dense T of yours or both but it sounds as if as depressing as this is for you you're not flattened. you're fighting with what is possible at the moment. We do what we can. It sounds as if you do rather a lot, really, by way of torqeing your head into a positive direction.
Frustrating not to be listened to by whomever-I couldn't tell from your post whether this is the system or that previous dense T of yours or both but it sounds as if as depressing as this is for you you're not flattened. you're fighting with what is possible at the moment. We do what we can. It sounds as if you do rather a lot, really, by way of torqeing your head into a positive direction.
