Colorful and hopefully optimistic but maybe hateful occasionally

[somerandomguy]

OH MY GOD THAT IS ADORABLE

 

[littleoc]

@somerandomguy she likes to stick out her legs and cross them and I love it so much

 

[ILoveLife]

That's adorable and practicle :) ?

 

[littleoc]

:)

 

[littleoc]

That's adorable and practicle

Honestly that’s a pretty good description of literally anything I buy lol

It’s made for toddlers but it’s working great! Except that front wheel. Keeps going flat, also part of its suspension is missing — I could feel the drag even when going downhill. Very annoying when hauling a heavy thing :P

 

[littleoc]

I perfected broccoli cheddar cream soup. Good timing, too, because the inside of my ear hurts and my jaw won’t close all the way. (Will heal up on its own, I aggravated it.)

Read three books in one week. No wonder I’m burnt out. But I still have homework to do.

Something kinda dark I noticed: I’m just worried about the house because I’m afraid I’ll die any day (my brain is frightened by outside threats and also that suicide attempt I had at age 14 that no one did anything about), and if I do, the house will never be cleaned. And my mom will be in danger.

Alternatively, I’m worried she’ll die and the house won’t be inheritable. And people would fight over what’s important.

Both things make sense to worry about, I think

 

[littleoc]

There was a tardigrade under my microscope

Herbivore, this one. Lots are carnivores too

 

[littleoc]

Also here’s a pigeon I picked up once

Pigeons are great. Any in the United States are descendants of demisticated birds and it shows. This one didn’t bite me once, despite a bullet being lodged in his wing. Also he had a heart shape on his nose

 

[littleoc]

Okay, better now

Got a little triggered, not exactly from my earlier post, but the pigeon brought me back

 

[littleoc]

Lets start with my favorite phrase --- you were a CHILD.

Kids don't have brains that are developed enough to commit crimes or plans at the level you are blaming yourself for. That's why most courts won't charge a child under the age of 12 for a crime. You are looking back through the lense of an adult, so your thinking process is that of an adult. But your actions were that of a child. I'm guessing this is why you are confused. I do the same thing -- look back at young me with the life experiences of old me and wonder why i didn't do things differently.

Could you have drug her into the fantasy world you created? Sure. Because you were kids. Kids love fantasy worlds. That's why Disney exists with all it's movies and parks and billions of dollars. Did you force who to stay there? Nope. How do I know?
Because you are giving yourself way to much power darlin! Brainwashing to that level is what the adults did to you. Not what you did to others.

I still think about these sentences

 

[desiderata310]

Wait... go back to the part about every species of worm being invasive....

 

[Freida]

I still think about these sentences

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