Colorful and hopefully optimistic but maybe hateful occasionally

[littleoc]

I need to cheer up. I have lunch with my brother. But everything is wrong and I’m crying at a f*cking gas station wishing I’d never been born. Or was dead. I feel so irreverent. I’m wasting time being upset, I need up cheer up. Everything is an illusion, it’s not as big a deal as I think

 

[littleoc]

Positives:
Brandi isn’t here to make it worse

My bird will be okay

My dog is supported and will be okay

 

[littleoc]

My mom is angry that I got upset

 

[littleoc]

This is ridiculous. I’m going to start being a normal person for once

 

[somerandomguy]

I think you should be yourself. Because you're fantastic just the way you are.
:hug:

 

[littleoc]

She bought me food

 

[littleoc]

I think you should be yourself. Because you're fantastic just the way you are.
:hug:

Thank you :hug:

 

[littleoc]

More positives: my brother made me an omelet, and dispite migraine it’s nice here and my mom is mostly ignoring me

 

[littleoc]

Bad news: my twin’s wife is pregnant and doesn’t believe in doctors, and everyone keeps mentioning it

Definitely won’t end well

 

[Freida]

oh hun...such a day you are having. big hugs for you.....:hug::hug::hug:

 

[littleoc]

oh hun...such a day you are having. big hugs for you.....:hug::hug::hug:

Thank you also :hug:

I’ll be okay. Being overwhelmed is hard. There are some good things, but knowing a baby is probably going to die soon doesn’t help much. But it’s out of my control

 

[littleoc]

Having my mom angrily insult me for going mute didn’t help my day at all. But she bought me food, so that’ll have to act like an apology because it would be childish to expect perfect respect 100% of time, even if I think I deserve it