Colorful and hopefully optimistic but maybe hateful occasionally

[littleoc]

But at least she says I slept, she’s probably right. Better than nothing

 

[ILoveLife]

:hug: you'll manage something, I'm sure. You're resourceful.

 

[littleoc]

True true!

 

[littleoc]

My therapist loved her gift and loved seeing my bird!

 

[littleoc]

Bad news: my bird is sick

She’s probably gonna be okay, turns out changing out her water dish wasn’t enough to keep bacteria from growing. I told her I was sorry for probably being the reason she’s sick, and she said “beep” which I hope means she forgives me?

My therapist says she’s excited for me because she can see the kind of person I’ll become. She said that in college, when I had visited her after I was hospitalized, I was a bit of a mess. I am slightly surprised by that but am not sure how exaggerate-y she was being? But anyway, she’s also telling me that it’s true I should live with my mom, but it’s a good idea to show some care because the alternative isn’t great.

 

[littleoc]

She had me retell the history of the entire house that I knew of, said it was very enlightening. She said some other stuff but my lunch is ready so

 

[littleoc]

I'm glad you are feeling better

Me too!!

We cant be there in person to help, but we can be there in spirit :hug:

It counts :) and is much appreciated

How are y’all finding that hug emoticon, anyway? I lost it

Yes!!! What did they say??

They said I should contact the owner of the bio-hazard people! Hopefully it leads somewhere. I hope they can re-connect me to some financial help as well, that would be cool

 

[littleoc]

My knees don’t really hurt today

 

[littleoc]

Nestle says hers don’t either

 

[littleoc]

I have no idea if I’m using this diary correctly at this point :P

 

[littleoc]

Something is bothering me, but I don't think it's something I should talk about.

So instead:

Happy thoughts, like pumpkin pie, tiny fire pits, crunchy leaves to step on, cooler weather to play in. Finding new music to enjoy. Clear skies, big moons, no snow (yet!). A cat licking your hair. Washing your hair later. Little things. :P clearly I should just be on that "what little things make you happy" thread but hey

 

[somerandomguy]

@littleoc, it's OK to think about it, even if you don't want to talk about it.