Colorful and hopefully optimistic but maybe hateful occasionally

[zombycat]

Ohh, I see. Thanks for the heads up. If the driving story is hard to talk about @littleoc , no pressure, k?

 

[littleoc]

Wow, I think Nashville in Harmony could be a really great opportunity for you! Give it some thought.

Thought can't hurt anything :P Thanks!

You are lucky there are a lot of Pagans there. I am moving to cowboy territory someday, and I was worried, but I found some on the internet there.

That's the great thing about this country. Diversity! We also have a lot of Native American peoples around here. In the past (even when I was a kid, which was not that long ago) they were expected to convert to Christianity, but now days they've managed to convert other people to paganism. It makes me pretty happy.

But anyway, yeah, don't worry! People are out there!

Ohh, I see. Thanks for the heads up. If the driving story is hard to talk about @littleoc , no pressure, k?

Thanks :hug: :hug:

And just so I'm not leaving you hanging, somerandomguy told you pretty much everything important. He's empathetic and in love with everyone, but he's also tricky. Likes to get people to say things they wouldn't normally, likes to confuse people, likes to annoy them a bit. I'm still a safe driver, but I have to remember to quit teasing people. Even if it's funny.

But everything is funny to me, so regular not-funny driving can be funny too theoretically. :P

 

[zombycat]

He sounds kind of fun, but I can see how lack of impulse control + driving = not a good idea

I think most things can be funny if you look at them from the right angle. One of the things I love about my life right now is how much we laugh.

 

[littleoc]

That’s true :)

 

[littleoc]

My grandmother has started keeping an eye out for jobs I might be able to do. I didn’t know that until she texted me saying that 911 was looking for more operators. I’m SUPER flattered that she thinks of me as that kind of brave, also flattered she’s trying to help me out :D

 

[littleoc]

Also according to that lady, she says my cow hat and pig jewelry should help me a ton, with the skunk.

Got a robin-egg shaped polished gem. She told me to keep it in my pocket and think of being grounded if I’m overwhelmed. She doesn’t know I have PTSD, but she does know I’m 20 living in not-ideal conditions, so that’s amazingly thoughtful

Got some Spider-ham merchandise to celebrate :) I’m a Spider-Man fan but I’ve got a big place in my heart for puns, loved Peter Porker the moment I knew about him lol

 

[littleoc]

Sorry for not being online or supporting the rest of you more. Doing my best!

Got my first 0 in an assignment. I tried convincing myself I knew what love was because despite how I feel I am a human and not in disguise as one. Got a 0 though. Professor said it was great, but didn’t have romance in it at all. It was two gay men. Maybe I should try writing about gay women instead? Or straight men? Or straight women? Hm.

She said she liked it, I just didn’t use romance tropes. Which sucks because I was trying to use tropes as a crutch, so... but it’ll be okay. Probably won’t hurt my GPA that much! I’ll figure out what went wrong and see if I can improve and maybe at least get a C. Or a D. Would love not having a 0 at least. I really did try. For two weeks... maybe I should write about a romantic cat.... :P

 

[littleoc]

Also trying to use Fungus to my advantage to get a job animating fun facts. Probably won’t work (though I’m apparently qualified), but will be fun to try for! Won’t hurt to try either.

Speaking of, fun fact of the day! In the amazing Spider-ham universe, there are other anthropomorphic heroes! Like Ant Man! He’s called Ant Ant. He’s an ant. ?

 

[littleoc]

Ant is a weird word

 

[littleoc]

Apparently ant means “the biter-off”:

ant | Origin and meaning of ant by Online Etymology Dictionary

 

[littleoc]

For the times I did sexual stuff with Brandi willingly. I feel used, knowing she didn’t find me attractive, was disgusted by me, wanted to pretend it wasn’t me. Only loved me on nights I left out of ... I dunno what emotions those were. Very red and purple though.

Also, anyone who reads this just happen to know how many hours it takes for a double dose of orally taken estrogen to make you violently ill? I did try eating a fruit cup. Not sure how much time between cup and pills... not sure if food poisoning. Will call doctor when I can talk again.

Getting sick is a trigger possibly. Learn something new everyday.

 

[zombycat]

A 0 seems harsh when you worked so hard on it, even if it wasn't quite what she wanted. It's not an easy topic to write about for a lot of people. If you do a rewrite or something to make up the grade or for extra credit, I'd be happy to help you with it if you want.

Also, Ant Ant made me giggle a bit.