Coming out of my flat spin today,a night of laughs on here last night helped beyond belief.
I also stood up for myself in a family thing last night. Mum rang and told me my brother who lives in another country would be ringing in ten minutes so I asked her to ring back and tell him no,facebook me instead. Our last conversation in January was quite negative and at the moment I could not handle a repeat of that and would probably shoot down what has always till that point been a positive and close relationship. At least on facebook I can temper my reactions before pressing send.
So I have a glimpse of positivity back,now to work on expanding that...
I also stood up for myself in a family thing last night. Mum rang and told me my brother who lives in another country would be ringing in ten minutes so I asked her to ring back and tell him no,facebook me instead. Our last conversation in January was quite negative and at the moment I could not handle a repeat of that and would probably shoot down what has always till that point been a positive and close relationship. At least on facebook I can temper my reactions before pressing send.
So I have a glimpse of positivity back,now to work on expanding that...
