Islandog- I believe you...
KP- I had no idea, below is a tribute to our wonderful NHS.
Today I had a appointment with the GI, Keep in mind that so far I am taking Tramadol 50mg, zypan 30/500mg, Codeine Phosphate 30mg (which is also the 30mg in the Zypan) Pentasa 500mg, Amertriperline 125mg (not sure if I spelt that correctly) and the wonderful Prednisolone. Now you may think that I am walking around like a constipated zombie that rattle's however this couldnt be any further from the truth. I have been diagnosed with Crohns since I was 15 and since about this time last year I have been winning the toilet relays for the British team. (Go Me!) My diet is fantastic it's all been going on for far too long to be eating silly food that will only make it worse.
We've got to the point where none of the drugs I put in me stay long enough to do what they are supposed to do because the Crohn's like (KP above) has ulcerated and it chucks out a load of nasty stuff, thus resulting in vomiting blood and :poop: blood too, bruising like ive been in a car crash, low weight and constant pain. Im getting to the point I promise!
Today the wonderful Lord GI from the Night's of the GI's table saw that I have been seeing someone to do with CBT, that there were a couple of insidents when I was younger PTSD and said to me that he knows that I have had problems with mental health in the past, that he has no wish to know what went on or what the problem is but "perhaps" (he said loosely) "its all in your head!" and then looked at me with a side smile.
I wanted to swing for the B**tard! After I finished screaming in my head I said, "so let me get this straight... My head is making me bleed from the inside out? A colonoscopy say's I have Crohn's you did it yourself remember, but its my head thats making me prolaps though an eye of a needle? I vomit blood and bruise like a peach but it's all in my head? Tell me Dr what country did you get your medical training and why are you head of department? I got up went to leave the room and looked back as I got to the door, all I could see was Lord GI and the nuse sitting there stund and yes I had to go in for the final kill PTSD has made me intollerant and sharped tounged, " I think your going to be hearing from my solicitor dont you?" In the most belittling way I could.
Some of you may feel that I had been slightly to stronge however we have been in battle for many years now and today was the final straw. Quite frankly he was lucky I didnt chop his surgeon fingers off.
Sorry for any spelling mistake's I'm a math girl not an english one.