Crushed

[charismaria]

im sorry because I already know how whiny and pathetic this post
Is going to sound. I'm feeling really negative and vulnerable because I told this guy I like him,
He asked if we could be friends, asks me go to church and I tried to be friendly and make plans but then he has a change of heart and doesn't want me to have any contact with him anymore. Asked me not to call or text him anymore. It's kind of a long story but I just feel humiliated..rejected.. like I'm not even good enough to be his friend?
We work together kind of sporadically. It's been hard enough working with him with this huge crush and now I just dread the day we must cross paths again.

 

[Deadman]

Your post doesn't sound whiny at all. Nobody likes rejection. Its even worse if the rejection comes from someone we like.

What are your 'feel better' plans?

 

[charismaria]

I reached out to some other friends and have a coffee date to catch up with a friend who has been out of town. I may have company this weekend which is a welcome distraction. My normal coping skills are smoke pot, take painkillers and get on with life. I'm afraid this situation requires something more substantial.