EvenStrongerNow
Diamond Member
For me personally, I don't use the word "cure". In my own journey, it was being in recovery and feeling recovered--still have symptoms but I'm able to manage it. The pieces were many and shattered. I held each one of them and nurtured them. Then, little by little, I started putting them back together. I feel like I got through the grieving process. The stages of grief--there is no measuring stick.
I'm really glad I had people here telling me to be gentle with myself and tell me that there is no time frame for recovery--that everyone is different, etc etc. I racked my brain thick with thoughts of a cure, thoughts of a time frame, I was on the hamster wheel constantly and thank heavens people here rescued me during those dark times and helped me stay in the present. I really believe the people here helped me keep my sanity. I had people riding my butt and I had people being gentle and nurturing me. It was the perfect balance.
And I'm open to grieving more if that's what life brings me. I know I can get through it now--I can get through anything.
The other day, I woke up with distortions about myself and felt like I was drowning back down into the pits of PTS, but inside of myself, I was saying, "This isn't going to last. This is going to end just like before. You are just having a bad day." Before, I wasn't able to do that.
In my journey, I went from shock and being a victim to being a survivor to feeling like a thriver.
I still have PTS and thankfully over the last several weeks, I have been mostly symptom free.
I'm really glad I had people here telling me to be gentle with myself and tell me that there is no time frame for recovery--that everyone is different, etc etc. I racked my brain thick with thoughts of a cure, thoughts of a time frame, I was on the hamster wheel constantly and thank heavens people here rescued me during those dark times and helped me stay in the present. I really believe the people here helped me keep my sanity. I had people riding my butt and I had people being gentle and nurturing me. It was the perfect balance.
And I'm open to grieving more if that's what life brings me. I know I can get through it now--I can get through anything.
The other day, I woke up with distortions about myself and felt like I was drowning back down into the pits of PTS, but inside of myself, I was saying, "This isn't going to last. This is going to end just like before. You are just having a bad day." Before, I wasn't able to do that.
In my journey, I went from shock and being a victim to being a survivor to feeling like a thriver.
I still have PTS and thankfully over the last several weeks, I have been mostly symptom free.